I am leaving this Saturday for texas. I will be gone for three weeks. I don't know if I will be able to update my journal from there. I will miss all of you. Well, I will miss a lot of you a lot, but a few of you especially. Love you all bunches.
~a lovestruck lauren

God, my parents are getting us both down. Jon is really worried. I told him that I would take care of it. Hey, I'll take the rap for anything. I honestly don't care. EEEERRRRRRR, why do parents have to be like this??? Actually, it's just my mom. Jon, if you happen to read this, I AM NOT GOING TO STP DATING YOU!!!!!! I don't care what mom ( Read more... )

10 Things I love in no particular order
1. family
2. friends
3. really greasy Chinese food(my one food weakness)
4. Jon (no brainer there)
5. rehearsals with Francisco
6. getting a really hard passage
7. having a really good viola lesson
8. when people actually know what a viola is
9. dancing in the rain
10. being in charge of my section

Had pancakes (3)
Talked to Ele
Talked to Laura
Got dressed
Went to the Chiropractor
Came home
Ate peanut butter and jelly sandwich
Went to the mall with Laura and Eric
Talked to JON ::<3 ( Read more... )

Having trouble with the 'rents. They don't trust me and they DEFINETELY DO NOT trust Jon. WHich is dumb. So I had to lie. And I feel really bad. And it's not even bad. My mother didn't want us alone in his basement, which is where we watched the movie (until we lost power) and she didn't want me in his room, which is where we went after the ( Read more... )

Brief language.

hi, I'm bored. Actually, no, I'm Lauren, but anywho. That was a fragmented sentence. You know that song, "Love Lifts us up Where We Belong" it kinda makes me cry, weird huh? It's in the Moulin Rouge Love Medley. Which I listen to ALL THE TIME. Good stuff. If you haven't seen Moulin Rouge yet, YOU HAVE TO SEE IT! God, I am bored. Maybe I'll ( Read more... )

I passed!!!!!! With a 95!!!!!! I HAVE MY LICENCE!!(I didn't spell that right)WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!! Go me! Anyway. I want to hear about everybody's summers so far, seriously. How are everybody's significant others, siblings, parental issues?? Love Lauren

I'm so nervous. Today is my driving test. AAAAAAAAARGH! I feel all jumbled up, also due to certain OTHER factors. (Ele, that was capitalized for a reason). I hope I can pull up to the curb, please let me be able to pull up to the curb! Anyway, if Nick reads this, you are the meanest person ever, eeerrrrrr, don't you dare laugh.

I miss him, I want him with me always, oh God, what do I do? I can't eat or sleep, it's just that "feeling"(refer to Ele's entry). It's a constant thing. I could just drink him in, breathe him all the time. That awful feeling at the end of a date when he has to leave, but I DON'T WANT HIM TO LEAVE! Stay forever. I've never experienced this ( Read more... )