that girl, you know, the one who loves me ;-D

[iamlove]

I just had the most wonderful conversation with Sandra last night, into the wee hours of the morning, and she is just so wonderful, and it's so wonderful to know that someone loves me, and it feels like we really connected, and well, it was just wonderful all around, and yes, I can be mushy if I want to!! ;-P

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*Big Smile*

[ex_tigerseye767]

Yay for love!
How lovely, I love that you expressed that - its really made me smile.

[inanmak]

[kaniku]

Then I have to ask. Why did you hurt her? I'm really just curious.

I wish I knew for sure

[iamlove]

No, you're not just curious, you're standing up for her, but I can understand that. Believe me, I've been asking myself that question nonstop for the past 6 days...one possible answer is that I still don't believe that I deserve love, so when I'm finally getting used to the idea that somebody loves me, I have to do something to sabotage it...I really thought I was past all of the insane panicky self-sabotaging crappy behavior, but I suppose that I was wrong, at least where relationships are concerned.

Of course, I never meant to hurt her. But for some reason, that doesn't seem to matter...

I am happy FOR you

[anonymous]

Hey Mister... long time no talk. I am so happy to find your journal again and to find that you are happy AND in love, just simply makes me smile! I am so glad you have been able to find someone that understands and loves you! You deserve that. I miss you, you should call sometime... I have news of my own! HUGS...
Kelly S (remember me... your friend from high school?!)

[inanmak]

I miss you...hope you're okay