Im not even going to try anymore. I realized that love only exists in movies and dreams.

FUCK! I hate parents. They are so stupid and controling.

all i want to do is go to youth group but my parents decide to be bitchs and not let me go... FUCK THEM! DIE CUNT!

i love her.

this is wierd im grounded but im still happy i dont give a fuck, im finally realizing that I can just see past this type of shit and move on after it is over instead of thinking that every little fucked up thing that happens is the end.

tomorrow i get to see my lover. yay.

that show was pretty sick that first band stiletto silohette sucked horribly the singer came out and started trying to mosh and he hit so I fucking kicked the shit out of him. The next band pavlov cassette was pretty sick, they sounded like udneroath. Then booners band without remorse was pretty good his voice sounded like shit from him being """ ( Read more... )

Im so fuckign happy. I passed my classes no fucking christain private school for me mother fuckers! hell yeah. and im free this summer i can actually do sutff no sitting on my ass doing nothing.

I havent been this happy in sooooo long.

I really want to sing right now. I jsut got that urg haha. I cant wait till friday night that show should be pretty sick except bride ordained broke up or well the drummer quite. But other than that it should be prettttttty sick. Cant wait.

Go fuckers! friday night alpine community ceneter 6pm 5 dallllllla's

I went to youth group tonight. It was pretty great saw a few old friends and a few new friends. I learned so much and i sont know but it made me realize a lot of things.I think im going to start going to youth group a lot more now. Kimmie I love you i hope you know that =). Chealsea thanks for the ride. Dave your great. Kevin, we are in a band haha ( Read more... )

god damnit, im trying to make my LJ all cool and sutff but its hard when your so retarded. haha.

Im really bored and i just realized that my life is fully and entirely OVER. No summer for me.

94 hours of regret for me to realize what i held ( Read more... )