Fuck it. I'm still emo, but I'm not putting up with this anymore, it's fucking retarded. She's made it seem that I'm nothing more than 2nd best to her, and all the times she's put me down and made me feel like shit, it's not worth getting upset about. I'm starting to like myself more now since she can't put me down because it doesn't matter. I hate to say it, yea I still love her, but things between me and her are fucked because I look back at all the times she called me ugly, fat, stupid, lazy, worthless and I realize that's how she still sees me. Oh well, she lost the person that will love her more than anyone else in this universe, the person who never gave up on her thru thick and thin, and she may have possibly lost a really good friend too.
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But yea, I won't be making it tonight. I can't drive my car till tomorrow, plus I hate the stick. Tell Al I said happy birthday tho:)
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