yeah so ( Read more... )

when we only have ourself to blame
we still find a public journal to go on an bitch about it

haha
life is so absurd.

-tricia

i cant save you
i cant even save myself.

but let me find a way to tell you, i would die trying, for you. only you.

-tricia

i'd prefer one with you over 100 with anyone else. if you only knew what that meant. and i sit hear wishfully thinking, that if you did know..you'd care.

gray would be the color ( Read more... )

last night was awesome ( Read more... )

hes bleeds red blood.. i saw it, but it could just be ketchup packets. i was never any good at being able to tell fake blood for real blood.

it has to be cold...and blue. thats the only way to explain my hearts attraction.

i've got it bad.
oh

i've got it reeeeal bad.

and to kno that if someone knew you as well as i know you, they would run. ( Read more... )

your actions have made me numb to feeling what happens now
but actually its not that im numb

i just better at hiding it.

"you let me do this to you"

what do i want more.
separation and longing leading to
the phone call

or

in the moment, im right there with ya ending with
the presense

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i guess tonight i will find out.

-tricia

and we will never sever ( Read more... )

seriously im not lying
i always forget what my short term goals are..which makes them almost impossible to accomplish. and you calling doesnt help

-tricia
sigur ros friday