he once told me, "touching you is more fun than a pizza party at an amusement park". but he never once told me, "I'd like to take you out".

he had kind eyes, but I'm not sure if he still does. I avoid looking into them. at first, I thought it was because of him, but I think it's because of me.

once I dreamed that fireflies were pure love. everyone I had ever loved in my life had marred my body, my entire right arm was consumed by fireflies. it's an idea.


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Everything is exploding all the time ( Read more... )

there's a snow storm and I'm drunk; we were trying to stay warm but this is the only way that it works. falling through the snow to get to the internet I HAVE HAD TOO MUCH WHISKEY ( Read more... )

hi guys,

I've made a mess of things. a giant, fucking mess.

love,
nico.

in the third grade, everyday I wrote in my journal it started off "today is a bad day". very rarely did it state "today is a good day".

parallel.

these days have been...

there just aren't any words.

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fuck being discrete. I want what I fucking want and I am saying what I fucking want to say.

FUCK THE BULLSHIT.

the moment a person ceases to exist, does one realize?