in an attempt to be positive and proactive and try to get things going in my life, i've started my "house box", or what i'm calling my house box at least. right now it contains things like, fun glasses, placemats, coasters, tart burners and potpourri melts, tealights etc. just small accessory things, i don't think a couch would fit in the box, and ( Read more... )

trying to financially organize my life. cross your fingers for me.

ok, so i tell my dad about this great job opportunity. and about the possibility of me moving out. do you know his first comment? "if you move out who's going to pay my bills?" are you fucking kidding me?! is that all i am? and then today he's all "i wish you had have let me die, this place is a fucking mess". excuse me?! the house is messy, yes. ( Read more... )

ok, i don't want to jinx anything but i'm about to explode!

there is a POSSIBILITY of me getting a job. a salary, a 40 hour work week, 2 weeks paid vacation/year, FULL benefits, AND a place to live.

wouldn't that be lovely?

how is it that the harder/more i work the more behind i get in payments?!?! i'm so stressed out about money right now i'm literally shaking. it's so hard to keep up with everything. and i figure it will be about three months until i'm up to date which is scary, but slow and steady....ugh.

( long winded rant )

i hate my dad's girlfriend. i hate her. i used to not like her but now i hate her. a lot. i have never felt such hate in my entire life.

if i could i would hurt her.

my dad had a heart attack last night. and is in the hospital in a coma. he had no heart beat and no oxygen to his brain for a long time ( Read more... )

gosh

between work (2 jobs, cardinal and spotlight) and rehearsals for anne of green gables i have no time!

knitting is coming along. knitting party with neal coming up hellz yeah! we're so craftcore.

boy, has it been a whlie since i wrote in this thing. a couple weeks ago i was getting the obligatory end of summer e-mails and reading through the recaps of summers on lj. so i'm going to get in on the act, for those of you wondering where i've been or what i've been up to over the last...well...since january (since it's been that long since i ( Read more... )