yeah, umm....really nothing to say. I hope everyones doing alright. uhh leave a comment if you actually read this stuff. im bored

I was told I was cute by 2 random strangers o_O lol yay?

Just a little bit. Probably nothing more than an accident but I guess we will see?

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence ( Read more... )

lalalala umm yeah?

are so damn catchy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zI-uopjzMFs

Is there a word or right to say ( Read more... )

its weird actually talking to someone, let alone someone at this hour. i saw that she read my message. but i asked for no response because i mean to be honest. i dont think i could handle just seeing a message. i think at this moment i really would just throw up before even clicking to see if it was good or bad. i am still going to be up i think ( Read more... )

i dont know what bad will come of it. but i cant stop thinking about her for the last few weeks. i shouldnt have cuz now im scared of what a bad response i will get. but now i know how she felt going to sleep crying every night. the other night i cried for 6 hours before falling asleep.i have dreams and nightmares about her. even when i try to not ( Read more... )

with all this time to think. i know i screwed up so very much and no matter what i deserved her leaving me but I miss her so much and i been in such a depressing mood for the last few weeks. i keep thinking about her and wonder if there could ever be anything i could do to have her back. if i could even make her happy if she wanted me back. i ( Read more... )