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Fuck this.
I wonder if it's unhealthy for you to eat as much oatmeal as I have today. I think if I eat another bowl of that crap I'm just going to throw it back up. I've had 5 bowls today... And whatever the day before that. I've been living off it for the past 2 days and I'm definitely sick of it. And Isn't that shit supposed to be filling??? What the fuck. ( Read more... ) -
Fucking SICK!
Waking up to the sound of your upstairs neighbors getting their freak on is just absolutely fucking disgusting. Especially when you know how fucking disgusting that person looks in the first place. And how big of a geek her boyfriend looks like. ICK!! UGH! this isn't how i wanted to be woken up this morning. And not at 7:30am. -
UGh.
I can't even get a fucking job at walmart. How sad is that. I just want a job. I just want someone to want me to work for them!! FUCK! I really hope I can get the at&t lady to just absolutely love me! I really want that job. I really need that job. It's my last hope. It's my last chance at a job that isn't going to require a hair net and lots of ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I'm trying not to over think everything but UGH! I've never meet a guy that acts like he does. And who acts towards me the way he does. It's almost like he doesn't care even though he says he does. Maybe I am done. I'm tired of chasing. I'm tired of making the attempt and getting what seems to be nothing. So if you want me I'm here waiting. If not ( Read more... ) -
Communication...
...Is something I hope you don't lack. I hate the way I feel right now. I feel like there is something I could have done or said to avoid the current tension but I guess not. I wish YOU would open up to me with your feelings. If there something I did that caused you to be jealous I'd like to know. I really hope you see how much I love you because ( Read more... ) -
*big smile*
You know what! I love LJ and all my friends who read what I write. SOOO much better then myspace in a lot of ways. -
An update.
I'm still looking for a job. I really wish I could sit around and do nothing forever. But I need money. To bad they don't pay you for thing's like that... I'd be rich. I think I'll end up working at the MVD Express. So we'll see. I applied at t-mobile. But I guess I wasn't good enough for the prude asses. The lady who interviewed me was a total ( Read more... ) -
Yay with the V-Day!
So I finally for the first time in the whole 9 years that I have been out have a valentine! And it's not just some random guy. or a guy I'm kinda seeing. It's going to be with someone I LOVE! and even better, It's going to be with the same guy who I spent my birthday with. Looks like I accomplished last years New Year resolution. But more about how ( Read more... ) -
Another entry..?
So work kinda sucked. Not to much but just enough. It went by fast enough for it to be alright. But what made my night suck the most was when I came home with nothing to smoke. And the only person I know to get it from has cheap Mexican dirt weed. eFF that. The only other person that we know to get shit from is Douglas. But to get weed from him it ( Read more... )
