so i had cofee today...haha lets just say i won't be doing that again until i'm not dizzy ( Read more... )

they cancelled the emerging leaders conference.

everytime we talk i know it's gunna slip out but i'm afraid of your reaction so i consciencly hold it back untill you say the word ( Read more... )

last night something really exciting happened. life alter, mind blowingly, amazing beyond belief. i just feel like a part of me that was missing has finally been found (and if you make a perverted comment about this i might have to yell at you ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is the big day!! yay! i'm actually nevrous lol ( Read more... )

you break my heart when i know you shouldn't. but i'm better off...i think?

(so pretty much ignore this)

i'm starting an all star squad! do yall know how happy i am?!? this is like my dream come true! i pretty much have all the say in it lol me and the lady who offered me another job at her cheer company. now i just need a team haha. interested?

i think i tried to block it out so much that when i finally sat down and looked at it...i dunno...it hurts. i don't think you can ever really get over your past. no matter how much you block it out/ try to replace it/ or just ignore it...it's still there ( Read more... )

i love how i go to the gym and burn off like a gazillion calories and worked my stomache to death. and then after i go out i get in a bad mood and eat everything i burned off and then some ( Read more... )

so tonight sucked because i let myself overthink. but then it all got ALOT better.

i need to learn how to shut my brain off and let my heart dictate what i feel...it works better.