i'm sorry, i was bored and thinking

May 30, 2005 00:45



What was your last journal entry about: Uh, I just wrote it but I have forgotten. I think it was about being sick and sleeping.

Something important on your desk: Things are pretty sparse around here due to my pending relocation. Important: tickets to Alk3, TGUK, and Warped Tour, cell phone, computer.

When you sleep you wear: Depends on my mood. Most often it's my comfortable sleep-approved pants with a tank top or a t shirt.

If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: A CD, video game or groceries.

Something you don't have a lot of: Love.

If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: Not possible, unless you group my items into categories, which I can do. Cats, ferrets and Jyra.

If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Sex (though I forget what it is), cloves and kettle cooked bbq chips.

A time when you purposefully hurt someone emotionally: I'm sure more than one instance exists. I'm done getting back at those who have hurt me. I think.

A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: Give me a time machine and a notebook and I'll jot them all down.

One person you have killed in your thoughts: Don't you know you're not supposed to talk politics with friends? :D

Three traits you look for in a friend: Honest, loyal, non-judgmental.

Who makes you laugh most often: Chad, Nicci, Booger, Shawn.

A friend whom you can tell anything: Christine, Tyler, Kate.

A friend you can go to for advice: All my friends. Then what I do, see, is I pool it all together, think about it, and not take any of it.

The best piece of advice you had been given: Don't worry until the time comes where you have to. Forget about things you cannot change. Be as non-judgmental as possible for a human. Act like yourself. Chances are someone's going to like you, and those who hate you. . well. . if you have friends already then why does it matter? :p

Two closest friends: Can't choose two. If they're close then they should know it because I love them.

The friend who uses most of your energy: Chad or Crystal.

Your 3 best qualities: Loyal, friendly, easy-going.

Your 3 worst qualities: Cunty, annoying, opinionated.

Describe what you wish you were: I would, but I fear I would end up humbling myself.

A compliment that makes you blush: No idea.

You are embarrassed when: I am naked in public? Which happens. . .never.

The greatest physical pain you ever endured: Breaking my leg, but I don't really remember that because I was seven. . .

The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: You mean I can only choose one? Pick a relationship, any relationship. :)

Moment you are most ashamed of: I have a hard time feeling shame anymore. . .

Your best physical feature: Piercings. :D

Who/What makes you happy: Friends, and love when I have it. . .

Who/what makes you sad: Ignorance, bigotry, blind hatred, friends, and love when it gets fucked up. . . If I'm hurt because of you, then feel honored. You're one of the select few that make me weak. Either that or you're making fun of my gays and chicks. :p

Emotion you hide most: Sadness.

The emotion you tend to experience most: Indifference? If that can even count. Anger, annoyance. I'm trying to get away from that, though. I need to train myself to be less like Todd and more like Kryss.

The emotion you are feeling most lately: Paranoia and slight melancholia.

When you are angry, you need: To leave the situation and preferably visit the outdoors where I can hop around a few times and breathe. This works best if the sun is out and it's warm.

When you are sentimental, you need: Someone else to be the same, or else I'm not showing anything unless I'm drunk.

When you are in love, you need: No idea, it's only happened once. If I love someone, I tell them. Love and "in love" are two entirely different things, though.

One of your most peaceful memories: Outside on my birthday looking at shooting stars. The beach at Odiorne during sunset, which also brought along a splendid wistful feeling. Eh.

One of your most tragic memories: Deaths. Most recently Kovu.

One of your angriest memories: Usually all those revolve around Todd. I'm in the end process of getting over it. AZ is excellent closure.

A memory that makes you laugh: Karaoke at Tracey's. What is this, a fucking concentration camp?

Something someone can say or do that you love: Be themselves so I don't feel like they're hiding something. . .

Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Depends on the person or situation. I'm sure there are a lot, but I'm not going to name things off.

Two things appealing about people: Colored hair and piercings.

A personality trait you find appealing: Honesty.

Do you have a bf/gf: No, I do not. Thank you for reminding me. At this point I'm pretty sure I shouldn't have one quite yet anyway. . . I want one, but it may not be the best idea. Still got a few things about myself to work on. Definitely a record time being single, though. :D

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