The medicine makes me itchy sometimes, and thirsty, sometimes it upsets my stomach. I'm still waiting for it to get fully in my system ( Read more... )

I'm down...

And that post really irks me, a lot.

I knew it was a bad idea to go to the doctor. It just maybe things worse, I'm back in a daze, a morbidly miserable, too apathetic to move kind of daze. She brought back all the pain that I had swallowed, I was getting a little better, I started to see a hope, but like every other time when this happens I get squished into the ground to drown in ( Read more... )

I really don't want to go to the doctor again today ( Read more... )

So I had a dream last night, and I think it was worthy of documentation ( Read more... )

Zoloft...maybe it will help.
I sure hope so.

You're dad had a heart attack today. He's going to be ok, but you are really shaken. I can't even behave at a time like this. I'm a wreck, and why? Because you are with her, you won't seek comfort from me now, and I'm jealous, and I hate it. Friends is not enough, it just isn't, and theres nothing I can do about it. You'll always be there for ( Read more... )

I try so hard to accept that which makes you happy, but everyday it gets harder and I sink deeper. I was trying to hard to distract myself from the two of you being together yesterday, because it was your birthday, I wanted you to be happy. I PLAYED HALO FOR YOU. But seeing her rest her head on you shoulder, it honestly sent me into a panic ( Read more... )

I don't like people that aren't open.
I don't like people that aren't honest.
You've been more open.
You've been more honest.

I love you even more, if that's possible.

So I'm starting to get to know her, she really is a sweet girl. I want him to be happy, I want her to be happy. I just get jealous, but I think she's better than anyone else he's considered. I want to be friends with her too, I liked talking to her, and it seems as though she wants to be friends too. I just needs to swallow my jealousy and not ( Read more... )