As I sit, sobbing, on my bedroom floor, I wonder where my life has gone. I feel eternally silly thinking that, since my life has just begun (and I don't plan on leaving it anytime soon). But the thoughts run 'round my head just the same. I can't have a balance. It's impossible. I can't spend time on school work and with friends.  I can't balance ( Read more... )

Home and completely internet deprived since the laptop when on the fritz the other day, so I'm updating quickly and then crashing ( Read more... )

There must be "Tourist" written across my forehead, because three people today have asked where my family is from and how long we've been here. A guy in Chinatown told this whole long story, but we weren't sure if he was saying he was gay or the guy in the story. Or maybe both. He had a crazy accent, and a lisp ontop of that. And there was a ( Read more... )

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My predication came true. Maybe I'm psychic.

Directions on somebody else's post.

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Aside from being completely sleep-deprived, I'm actually doing okay. It's foggy and cold, and by foggy, I really mean that a giant cloud has lowered itself onto San Fransisco, stretched across the Golden Gate Bridge, over Salselito, and up into Muir Woods. Apologies to those who tried to call me yesterday and today, but I didn't have any service ( Read more... )

So, here I am, four o'clock in the morning, bored out of my mind. Can't sleep. Not even tired anymore. Spent the whole day being physically emo. Not actually emo, because I was feeling fairly happy, but I seemed to be lethargic and slow to smile.  Shopping usually makes me happy, too, and seeing people.  Fuck, I'm not going to see anyone until ( Read more... )

I feel cheated. I like Ariel better.


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