Agony...that is our vocabulary word.

[iamthehotone]

Ok so I am feeling extremely sucky today. I will list some reasons

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[silentlysick]

aww hun *hugs* don't you worry, things work out! and eventually you'll find a fucking great girl and a fucking great job!

[iamthehotone]

Aww...Thank you :)

[devotchkaoioi]

im the perfect one /raises hand

i <3 NYC

[iamthehotone]

Ohhh Yay hehe. NYC is so great. I wanna have my lesbian wedding in Central park :)

[bleedxthextruth]

im sorry if this comes off as prying, because that isn't my intention, i just want to understand...

6) I'm tired of people thinking I want to recover. I don't.

recover from what?

9) I saw Melissa today. It made my heart hurt.

who is melissa and why did seeing her affect you that way?

sorry, i am a new reader to your journal so i need to do a bit of catching up. you don't have to answer those questions if you don't want. i really hope you feel better love. <3

[iamthehotone]

Recover from my eating disorder.
Melissa is my ex-girlfriend and she broke up with me.We even carved our names into eachothers bodies, I really thought she loved me. This is why seeing her is such a big deal.

I don't mind that you asked if it helps you understand my entries better :)

[bleedxthextruth]

thanks, i felt like i was being so nosey. i just wanted to know exactly what you were talking about. thank you for clearing it up <3

[iamthehotone]

Haha why does it scare you if you don't mind me asking?

[iamthehotone]

It is huge but I love big cities so it fits for me. I love the thought of falling asleep the the sounds of traffic and walking through central park in the fall with all of the lovely colors.

[fatallyyours38]

I wish I could go and see you. That would rock lyk woah and I'd be your dreamgirl and everything! >sigh< dreams...
tara

[iamthehotone]

Aww you are such a sweet heart. I wish you could too.Maybe some day... :)