Vector 017 [Locked to Aiko]

[iamthevector]

If we talk, we talk here.

Comments

[takadalove]

Oh, and I'm going to Hinamizawa with Kakeru-nii. I might not be back for awhile. Take care, Kaede.

[iamthevector]

... You're WHAT?!

[iamthevector]

NO.

[iamthevector]

You're not going!

[takadalove]

I didn't listen to you, and you were right, and I did get hurt, and I was too stupid to realize it, and I know I must have said some things to you that hurt, and I can't stand that most of all because the last thing I ever want to do is make you suffer.

[iamthevector]

What happened happened. You weren't yourself. I just want to forget all about it and keep holding you.

[takadalove]

You don't deserve that. That's happened enough times to you already. For me to.......for me to act just like those bad humans who tortmented you.....I can't bear it. I just can't bear it.

Why can't I hold onto a good thing, Lucy? Why do I have to go and mess it all up? I'm such a fool. I should have realized that you're smarter than me and know more about these things. I should have trusted your judgement and not my own.

[takadalove]

I can't even keep my word. I said I would stop blaming myself and here I am again. But......it all feels like it is my fault. If I had only listened to you, I never would have gone. I would be fine and no one else would have gotten hurt in any way.

I don't....I don't know how anyone can put up with me.

[takadalove]

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I love you. I don't want to hurt you. I never wanted that.

[iamthevector]

I love you too. You're the only one for me.

[takadalove]

I wish you would smile more, Kaede. You have a beautiful smile.