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Jan 20, 2005 02:10

I must be retarded for getting in so deep so fast. I really don't want to get played. I'm scared and I feel like I'm all alone and I don't know how to fix all this damage. It's going to be so hard for me to get a job now. If I still had my job I could take care of my boyfriend and we'd both be happy. I don't know how to say no to people and I' ( Read more... )

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adrunkenmonkey January 20 2005, 08:39:19 UTC

maybe you don't need to be with anybody. be by youself for a while. don't be defined by who you're datin. there's more to life than who you're with. take some time to focus on your friends and findin a job... if nuthin else you'll get a chance to clear your head

nickiebaby January 21 2005, 17:33:03 UTC

Good advice......

nickiebaby January 21 2005, 17:43:38 UTC

I got your messages from ICQ....and wow, this is a fucked up situation from what I can tell......I really didnt think that you and Addison would turn out this way. Maybe he just needs some space or some time or something. I dont really see him wanting to be with Terri....... she's too young. I dont know, maybe he's just scared. Also, I have a bone to pick with you....something about you drivimg drunk and running red lights..........Laurie, Laurie, Laurie......that was a bad thing to do....you could have gotten hurt or worse......I hate to preach but you saw what happened to Ruth when she was fucked up driving and I'd hate to see that happen to you. Thomas and I are supposed to be going to the Rock House tonight with Kim and J.J. to go ghost hunting, but if you get this message we'll be around before 10:30 and after 2 or so. Be careful and don't worry about you and Addison too much, it'll all work out thw way it's supposed to.

iamtylersretina January 22 2005, 12:20:50 UTC

Well apparently everyone was dumbfounded when they found out that Anthony said what he did. Then two days later he apologized for "acting weird" and said he was a "weirdo". Then he put his arms around me and then later that night Boo Boo said to us, and I'm not sure why he thought we were together, but he said "When I heard it was over between you guys, I couldn't believe it because Addison this is you (pointing to me)". I didn't know what else to do, so I just smiled funny. Then that night he and I spent the night together. Now Terri and Coop have broken up and Anthony and Terri disappeared together. Apparently they got a hotel room!!! Kinda like us on New Years. That was the night he told me how he crazy about me he was and how he wanted to hold on to me and not to worry because Denby was wrong and that he liked long relationships. Things went well until I lost my job and he had been secretly thinking about going to Oklahoma to work. He broke my heart. He got me to trust him, and then he did me dirty. This isn't the ( ... )