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Jun 05, 2006 19:12

You all have no idea how happy I am this year is over in 9 days. This was literally the worst year of my life. Every time I think about this year, I get depressed. Academically I did the most horrible I've ever done. Socially, I was destroyed. Mentally, I don't even want to go there. This year hurt me in so many ways and I wish I could take it all ( Read more... )

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canyoufly June 6 2006, 02:02:08 UTC

Let me tell you something, Nick.

Since I have known you, you have always been able to make me feel better when I was down. Just a few words, a smile, a hug, and the world would right itself. I would give anything to be able to do that for you. You are the most amazing guy I know, and you will figure things out, I promise. You can do whatever you put your mind to it, and I know you'll find what you're looking for. But if there is ever anything I can do for you...you know where to find me lol

Love ya

iamwhoiam_1212 June 8 2006, 03:05:59 UTC

thanks beth

silver_lineing June 6 2006, 02:44:18 UTC

psh. thats because you don't get you alicia fix anymore duh!

jk kiddo. look, basically everything beth said (cuz you cant really put it better than that) and theres this quote that you might take offense to (not meant i promise) buuuttt it may be helpful sooo:

"when it seems as though the world has turned its back on you, look around; you may have turned your back on the world"

iamwhoiam_1212 June 8 2006, 03:06:24 UTC

I've turned around... many times... but I'm just looking for someone to be there when I turn around

psquaredx2 June 7 2006, 02:21:36 UTC

nickolye.

don't blame others for changing you.

only you can change yourself. and only you can change yourself back.

need some motivational tapes?

iamwhoiam_1212 June 8 2006, 03:07:36 UTC

I definitely blame others for changing me... without a doubt... if people this year didn't put me through half the shit they did I wouldn't be who I am today.

I was forced to change... I had to change my background so I could deal with all the shit

I didn't change myself... I was forced to change

psquaredx2 June 8 2006, 19:57:55 UTC

Nick that's a lie. When you changed your friends you swore you'd never go back, you said that you love it. You gossiped with them and about them. You changed and you didn't seem to have a problem with the "shit" while you were having the time of your life. You just regret it now because now you feel like an idiot for being friends with them. That's not their fault. You are just as much to blame as they are. You know that. They really didn't even give you so much shit that you were forced to "srastically chnage your life forever". They aren't as bad as everyone else thinks they are and you above all people should know that. They were amazing friends to you when everything was great. You had so much fun. Then it ended. Move on. Life happens. Just don't blame everyone else. Besides, if you really dislike them so much, then all of this "shit" shouldn't be a problem

iamwhoiam_1212 June 8 2006, 20:24:24 UTC

It isn't even "them" that I'm talking about asshole. Jesus christ. Everyone needs to stop thinking that every time I make an update its about "them". I don't give a shit about them anymore. I think I know how I changed. None of you know me. You'll never know me. I won't let you know me. Your all so fucking screwed up. Every day I hear more about most of you that I hate. Jesus... most of you are so screwed up I can barely stand it.

Stop judging me.

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Smilee =] anonymous June 9 2006, 21:12:44 UTC

Okay ladies, heres how to do it ( ... )

Re: Smilee =] iamwhoiam_1212 June 9 2006, 21:27:21 UTC

well your right in some aspects dear jackie lol. But others your wrong. But I appreciate the comment.

love you too

nick

Friends anonymous July 14 2006, 16:48:21 UTC

Everyone's wished they could start over, honey, but unfortunately, it ain't gonna happen. You made some mistakes. So what? It ain't like these mistakes are gonna haunt your entire life. It's good that you know what to do, but stop blaming things on your peers. It ain't their fault. Sure, they might've said some things or done some things that you don't like. All they did was be themselves. And maybe themselves are not very nice people. You need to learn to walk away and stop thinking that everything bad in your year has happened because of others. You don't have to listen to them, you know. It's not your fault that they did things that made you unhappy. But it is your fault that you let it get to you. "It's not what people call you. It's what you answer to". If you keep thinking that what these people did have changed you for the worse, it's gonna ruin all your next relationships. People are gonna be hurting you all over the place, honey. It's time to just except it and move on. Live life. You're too young to be ( ... )