just a lot of thoughts

Feb 05, 2003 14:53

Things with me haven't been peachy. I suddenly realized yet another thing about myself that is horrible. But I don't know how to change it. I'm not sure if I want to change it. It started when Erin Dixon and I were talking aboiut something I don't remember but somehow we were talking about sluts or something ( Read more... )

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shalarb February 5 2003, 15:18:24 UTC
it's okay Kat.
you kinda remind me of where i was when i was your age. Honestly! Don't worry about it, it's not a mental issue or anything. It's actually quite healthy that you're talking about it openly whereas a lot of girls just repress their emotions.

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iamyournothing February 5 2003, 18:20:48 UTC
Thanks Shayla, I appreciate it. However it's not the fact that I am somewhat premiscuous, it's just that you shouldn't do anything in order to lie to yourself. And that's what I do, I lie to myself and tell myself that these guys actually think I'm special when really they just think I'm "easy" I have no problems with girls who are with a lot of guys and open about it. I think everyone should experience one one-night stand. I just don't want to be doing something for the wrong reason, if that makes sence

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shalarb February 5 2003, 19:06:22 UTC
oh my gawd.... you and i think EXACTLY the same!!!
this is remarkable!

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