I will Survive

[iamzarinas]

This has been a pretty horrible week. Emotionally speaking, I feel like I've been dragged back and forth across the football field for sev eral hours. I'm slowly being ground to a pulp, I guess you could say. Sometimes, I wonder if the path you choose in life- and more importantly, if the path I've chosen- is the right path. Maybe I'm having such

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[eternalobserver]

I just want to say off the bat that I didnt read this entire post (yet) because im kind of sick from last night. However - I've learned one thing so far, and trust me when I say that for quite some time I was in your state of mind (wondering if I was ment to be an architect, etc).. And as you know, I didnt get into the architecture program here, again. But things are still falling into place, and seem to be going rather well as a general. Kind of a new path. So.. I just wanted to pass along, that as long as you continue trying your damndest (and you try over and beyond it), that itll all work out for you. Whether your an Architect, or not.

[iamzarinas]

yeah, thanks Jimmy. You are setting a good example. I'm still willing to take out some of the people on the waiting list for you...

[forever_seeking]

<3

better response to follow when i have some time

[iamzarinas]

haha, well, until i read that response, <3

[_ohrocky]

I don't know what advice I can really offer, but...I was in the same boat a couple of years ago, and I even feel that way now. I've been accepted to college, I'm going to graduate, why should I care about my grades now? The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I'm maintaining my grades for myself, wondering if I can actually get straight A's *crosses fingers* senior year. I'm not as "perfect" as everyone thinks, and neither are you. I knew I'd never be valedictorian, and I've come to accept that. I've realized now its just more pressure to be #1...I didn't exactly "settle" for 15th in my class, but rather earned it. I say, You are who you are, and if some people, family included, can't accept that, then forget them. Just do what you can do, knowing you tried your best, and that's all that matters. <3 my buddy Bob!

[iamzarinas]

yeah, thats absolutely right! Thanks!