A closed chapter: Ian, my beloved brother

I remember when Ian was little, I always put him under my wings. We would watch tv together, play together. Sometimes i would bring him out if I went out with friends. I would teach him things, even tell him about fashion, clothes or health. We formed a bond, we kept no secrets from each other. Once when I ( Read more... )

On 3rd June 2007, a reporter from the Chinese daily accompanied by her photographer came by to interview the friends and family of Ian. They wanted to know why Ian passed away at such a young age (he was 36). They decided to feature Ian after knowing about how Ian has selflessly supported cancer charity and awareness in Singapore.

How he braved ( Read more... )

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John 3:16 (New International Version)
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.


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Dear all,

Ian passed away peacefully this morning surrounded by his friends and loved ones.

He prepared his own obituary notice earlier in March, and told me to make it public in event of his death.

Please see his obituary notice posted on 1st march 2007 in his livejournal, now made public for all. Thank you for your kind prayers and support. I will ( Read more... )

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Been resting at home most days......
feeling more & more unwell.
Getting sharp pains when I cough..... some shortness of breath......
& the worst bodyaches that just refuse to go away!
Very fatigue...... been sleeping most of the day & night too.

My psychiatrist has upped my medications a bit, hoping that it will boost morale with the impending ( Read more... )

NOTICE

From now on, I will no longer entertain 'anonymous' messages & comments.

I appreciate your dropping by.

But this will free me from the frustrations of the 'mind & guessing' games.

ALL 'anonymous' messages & comments will be ignored & deleted

with effect from now on.

Thank you.

ian_L

Been feeling frustrated and acting out at medical staff.
The last straw was when I burst into a temper fit !!

My MSW talked to me and assessed that I'm not 'emotionally' ready for transplant.
Physically I am prepared and I feel strong enough to go thru it.

But she senses a lot of frustrations & fears within ......  the reasons I'm acting out.
"Your head ( Read more... )