I feel like such shit right now. Like when it's summer and you're wicked dehydrated. But I'm not and whenever I drink anything I want to puke even moar. And it's sooooo cold........I fear the only thing that would possibly help is a certain illicit drug I cannae afford. :(

Something else I can't afford is Christmas gifts.
 

I randomly got Motivated when I came home today, and broke down and got rid of my desk.  Next up is my bed, but that's another day. Now that I stop to think about it, I'm really tired. I also got rid of the five large boxes of random shit piled up against the wall. Yay. I need to clear all my shit out to make room for my boyfriend who is moving ( Read more... )

I decided to throw away a bunch of random shit on my hard drive, have freed up about 15 gigs in about 10 minutes. Sweet, I can really use the space.

Shit,  I totally forgot what I was going to post. I wish the Fly was not made for 12-year-olds. Whatever, I still want one. It looks fun to play around with, anyway.

I haven't fucking wrote or drawn or ( Read more... )

I think if I listen to this lame-ass song enough times I'll be okay. It's comforting. Hah.

And I don't think I have normal human emotions. Or I just don't talk about them enough. Like I talk about stuff I do but not how I feel or something. I don't know. I don't like that shit.

I really want to see American Gangster.

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I am sorely disappointed, I couldn't find decent Halloween makeup in time for this weekend, so I had to buy some shitty stuff from CVS that was basically watercolor. So I don't get to be a zombie, I guess :/

I don't like arguing or being a douchebag, believe it or not ( Read more... )

Seriously, I'm sick of this bullshit. Every single bone in my body hurts like someone's sending an electric current through me, or maybe boiling acid or something. It's frustrating and I think I'm done typing for now because my hands are too tense to move very well.

I had a huge rant for this, but then I didn't care ( Read more... )

Not emo, just ate a lot of Chinese food. I'm lonely and tired. I think I'm losing it again, and I don't want to because...I hurt a lot of people. I'm a real asshole when I'm emotionally fucked up and I don't feel like being violent and self-destructive again, it wasn't as fun as it sounds ( Read more... )

Yo Max, did you really disappear?

I put that NMLC thing on my bag. : /