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Title: Let The Walls Come Down [4/5]
Author: Megan aka ianplanet
Pairing: Alex Gaskarth/Jack Barakat
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own these boys. title goes too The Summer Set cut to Parachute
Warning: Contains abuse/bulimia.
A/N: four holla little note at the bottom
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Christmas had come and gone, Jack and Alex spending more and more time with each other over the break. They also spent plenty of time with Rian and everyone else, Alex fitting in perfectly with the group of friends. Alex was happier to put it simply. He was still struggling with his body though. He hadn’t forced his toothbrush down his throat since he promised Jack he would get better, but eating was still a struggle for Alex, since all he saw when he looked in the mirror was how disgusting he was.
Alex was trying though, Jack helping him along slowly. Alex hadn’t actually told him what was wrong with him. But Jack just somehow knew. But Alex hadn’t a clue what was going on with Jack. It wasn’t until Jack showed up at his house, 10:00 at night on a Friday, that Alex realized how broken the boy was.
Alex was confused when he heard his doorbell ring. It was just past 10pm, he wasn’t expecting anyone and his mom wouldn’t be home till 1 am or so. Slowly he walked over to the door, he looked through the peephole and saw Jack’s tall figure standing there. Smiling, Alex opened the door.
“Jack?” Alex asked as he pulled the door open. Jack looked up at Alex, eyes watering as the blood dripped from his nose and lip. Alex gasped at the sight of Jack bleeding, quickly ushering him inside his house. He closed the door behind him and immediately dragged Jack towards his bedroom’s bathroom, sitting the boy on the toilet, he helped him take his jacket off then he grabbed the first aid kit from under his sink.
“I’m going to clean up your lip and see if your nose is broken. Then I'll check to see if you’re hurt anywhere else. Okay, Jack?” Jack slowly nodded his head. He was like a rag doll then, eyes open and unblinking as Alex dabbed at his lip and nose, cleaning up all the excess blood and applying peroxide to the small cut on his lip.
Alex was holding back the tears as Jack let one slip down his cheek.
“Your nose isn’t broken, thank god. Come on I’ll give you a new shirt.” Alex mumbled. Jack let Alex help him off the toilet, a small groan falling from his lips as Alex arm wrapped around his body. Alex loosened his grip and walked Jack over to his bed, letting him sit down. He grabbed the baggiest shirt he owned from his dresser and turned back to Jack.
“Lift your arms up.” Alex said softly, Jack looked Alex in the eye and hesitated.
“Don’t... Just don’t say anything.” Jack mumbled, his voice hoarse. Alex nodded, scared for what he was going to see. Jack took a deep breath and lifted his arms, allowing Alex to lift his t-shirt off. Alex tossed the clothing to his floor and turned back to Jack.
He couldn’t help the gasp that fell from his lips.
“Jack...” Alex whispered. Blue, purple, green, yellow and almost black bruises littered his torso. Alex’s hands moved forward on their own, lightly tracing over the biggest and darkest bruise. Jack hissed lightly as Alex pressed a little harder in the center of it.
“Your rib might be broken, Jack. You should go see a doctor.” Jack shook his head, grabbing the shirt from Alex he tried to slip it back over his head but couldn’t. The pain shooting through his side was too much.
“Forget the shirt, here. Lie down and get some sleep.” Alex said. Jack stood up so Alex could move the covers on his bed back, letting Jack slip under them. Alex moved away from the boy after, but stopped when he heard Jacks voice.
“Can you stay with me, Lex. Please?” Jack whispered out. Alex turned his light off, slipping his jeans off leaving him in boxers and a t-shirt. He slowly slipped himself under the covers also, making sure to give Jack as much room as he could in the queen size bed. Alex felt Jack’s hand read over and intertwine with his, squeezing as Alex heard the silent sobs hit his body.
Alex moved over more, moving Jack so he was leaning against his body, head on his chest. Jack didn’t hold back then. Alex felt his tears soak his t-shirt as the boy cried. Alex slowly ran his hand through the boys hair, other hand resting on the small of his back making small circles with his fingers.
“I’m here. Shh. I’m here.” Alex whispered placing a light kiss to Jacks hair. Eventually Jack fell asleep, arms wrapped around Alex head still on his chest. Alex let his eyes slip shut, hand still rubbing circles on Jacks back. Slowly he felt himself drift into a peaceful sleep, thoughts of the other boy on his mind.
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The next morning, Jack woke up first. He slowly slipped out of the bed, doing his best not to disturb the boy sleeping peacefully beside him. He walked into Alex’s bathroom and did his business. While he was washing his hands he looked at himself in the mirror. The bruises were worse then they have ever been before. His lip was swollen, but the cut wasn’t deep enough to need stitches. His nose, although sore and bruised, wasn’t broken. He’d broken his nose in football before so he knew the signs of it being broken.
He felt Alex’s hands wrap around his body before he saw him, his hands tracing the bruises at he looked at Jack over his shoulder in the mirror. Alex didn’t say anything, just stood there, arms around Jack, holding the boy. Letting him know he was there for him. Jack hesitated, he knew he had to explain what happened, but he was scared, he was scared Alex would think less of him.
“My dad... He’s been like this ever since my mother left us three years ago.” Jack mumbled. Alex kissed his shoulder blade, encouraging the boy to continue.
“He just gets so angry over the fact she left, and I remind him so much of her. So he takes his anger out on me.” Jack spoke with angry tears falling down his face.
“I know I don’t deserve this, no one does. But there’s nothing I can do, Alex.” Jack turned around to look at the boy, almost pleading with him to understand.
“I know, Jack.” Alex mumbled. Jack leaned his forehead against Alex’s, locking his eyes with the other boy. Alex tried to calm his breathing, being this close to Jack did things to his heart.
“Thank you.” Jack whispered. Hand moving to tangle with Alex’s. Alex smiled lightly, a small blush covering his cheeks.
“I love it when you blush.” Jack mumbled. Slowly he leaned down hovering over Alex’s lips, giving the boy a chance to pull away. But he didn’t, so Jack closed the small space, pressing his lips against Alex’s. He’s waited way to long to do that.
Alex pushed back against Jack’s lips, butterflies filling his stomach as their lips moved together. This is what Alex had wanted. This is what Alex needed. Jack pulled away first, taking a breath as he looked at the shorter boy, who’s cheeks were flaming red. Jack smiled, he needed that.
“That... That I could get used too.” Jack said with a tired grin, eyes on Alex. Alex looked up at Jack, then leaned up and quickly kissed his lips again.
“I could too.” He whispered with a small smile.
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This were going perfect for Alex. He had friends. He had a boyfriend. He was slowly gaining back some weight, much to his displeasure. But he knew it was for the best. Alex was happy for the first time in god knows how long. And it was all thanks to Jack.
Jack was better too, despite his home situation, he was happy. Alex... Alex was amazing. It’s only been a month and Jack couldn’t see his life any different then it is now. He was getting attached to Alex and that made his heart flutter with happiness.
They sat in Alex’s bedroom, his mom gone for the Friday night at the hospital. Jack was holding a pack of ice to his side, having showed up at Alex’s unexpected, eyes watering and side throbbing. He hated Alex seeing him like this, but Alex insisted he come over when it was too much.
Alex looked at his boy friend, eyes closed, shirt off, lying down on his bed. Alex bit his lip at the thought that popped into his head. He wanted to make Jack feel better and he wanted to move forward in their relationship. He just hoped Jack would want to also.
Slowly, Alex moved so he was straddling Jack’s hips. Jack opened one eye, giving Alex a puzzled look. Alex just leaned forward and kissed his lips lightly, giving him a soft smile as he pulled away. He moved his head to the side of his neck, kissing that spot just below his ear that he knew drove him wild. Jack bit his lip, holding back the noise he wanted to make.
Alex kissed down his neck, stopping at his collar bones to nip and suck at each. Jack’s head fell back against Alex’s pillow as Alex moved farther down to Jack’s nipples. He slowly sucked one into his mouth, biting and sucking at it then moving on to the other. Jack couldn't help the moan that fell from his lips. Alex smirked at that, a feeling of pride falling over him at being able to make Jack make those noises.
He kissed every bruise he could see. Making sure to be extra light when kissing the newest additions. Even with all these bruises, Alex still found Jack one of the most beautiful people he’s ever seen. He looked up at Jack as he shimmied his body further down Jacks, so he was resting on his thighs.
Jack got the hint then what Alex wanted to do, he felt his dick hardening even more at the thought. Alex smirked at the boy as he popped the button on his jeans, moving them down so they were just under Jack’s butt, far enough down that Alex could now see fully how excited Jack was for this.
Alex had only had one boyfriend before Jack; his name also happened to be Alex, but everyone called him Aroy. He was the guy Alex had lost his virginity too and had also done plenty of things with. So Alex wasn’t nervous about doing anything with Jack, he had experience. He was only nervous about doing things with Jack, and Jack not liking it.
He didn’t hesitate with leaning down and mouthing at the front of Jacks boxer briefs. Alex was a guy who liked to tease, he found the end product was always much better with a little foreplay.
Jack couldn’t believe that this was the same shy Alex he was dating. Not saying he wasn’t enjoying it, because he was enjoying it a lot. It was just weird knowing that shy, little Alex was like an animal in bed. Jack was loving it.
Alex pulled back and grinned at the panting mess Jack was underneath him, he slipped Jacks boxers down letting his little problem loose. Slowly he grabbed Jack and started jerking him off slowly, using the little bit of precome as lube, Jack was moaning and withering underneath Alex.
“Fuck Alex.” Jack panted out, a moan following as Alex moved his wrist just the right way. Alex grinned moving his hand off Jack, causing the boy to whine out at the loss of contact.
But then Alex’s mouth was replacing his hand and Jack swears he almost came that second at the image of Alex’s mouth spread around his dick. Alex bobbed up and down, using his hand to cover what his mouth couldn’t.
It didn’t take long for Jack to almost scream out Alex’s name then come, vision whiting out as the pleasure came over him. Alex let Jack ride out his orgasm, then he swallowed and pulled off. He grinned at Jack and got off of him, wanting to grab his toothbrush and get the taste of come out of his mouth.
Jack tucked himself back in his boxers, ignoring the wet spot from where Alex’s mouth was, and took his pants off fully, he crawled under the covers and curled up. His sore body was momentarily forgotten as he yawned and wrapped the covers around himself. Alex walked out of the bathroom, turning the lights out and slipping out of his jeans. Once he was under the covers Jacks arms were around him, bringing him into his chest. He placed a kiss to his head and smiled.
Nothing could go wrong right now.
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so ya one more chapter left then it's over awh sucks ok but there will be a sequel so that's good news i guess but yah i have a tumblr http://ianplanet.tumblr.com/ so you should follow me and make me update/write more ok ty
Author: Megan aka ianplanet
Pairing: Alex Gaskarth/Jack Barakat
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own these boys. title goes too The Summer Set cut to Parachute
Warning: Contains abuse/bulimia.
A/N: four holla little note at the bottom
masterpost
Christmas had come and gone, Jack and Alex spending more and more time with each other over the break. They also spent plenty of time with Rian and everyone else, Alex fitting in perfectly with the group of friends. Alex was happier to put it simply. He was still struggling with his body though. He hadn’t forced his toothbrush down his throat since he promised Jack he would get better, but eating was still a struggle for Alex, since all he saw when he looked in the mirror was how disgusting he was.
Alex was trying though, Jack helping him along slowly. Alex hadn’t actually told him what was wrong with him. But Jack just somehow knew. But Alex hadn’t a clue what was going on with Jack. It wasn’t until Jack showed up at his house, 10:00 at night on a Friday, that Alex realized how broken the boy was.
Alex was confused when he heard his doorbell ring. It was just past 10pm, he wasn’t expecting anyone and his mom wouldn’t be home till 1 am or so. Slowly he walked over to the door, he looked through the peephole and saw Jack’s tall figure standing there. Smiling, Alex opened the door.
“Jack?” Alex asked as he pulled the door open. Jack looked up at Alex, eyes watering as the blood dripped from his nose and lip. Alex gasped at the sight of Jack bleeding, quickly ushering him inside his house. He closed the door behind him and immediately dragged Jack towards his bedroom’s bathroom, sitting the boy on the toilet, he helped him take his jacket off then he grabbed the first aid kit from under his sink.
“I’m going to clean up your lip and see if your nose is broken. Then I'll check to see if you’re hurt anywhere else. Okay, Jack?” Jack slowly nodded his head. He was like a rag doll then, eyes open and unblinking as Alex dabbed at his lip and nose, cleaning up all the excess blood and applying peroxide to the small cut on his lip.
Alex was holding back the tears as Jack let one slip down his cheek.
“Your nose isn’t broken, thank god. Come on I’ll give you a new shirt.” Alex mumbled. Jack let Alex help him off the toilet, a small groan falling from his lips as Alex arm wrapped around his body. Alex loosened his grip and walked Jack over to his bed, letting him sit down. He grabbed the baggiest shirt he owned from his dresser and turned back to Jack.
“Lift your arms up.” Alex said softly, Jack looked Alex in the eye and hesitated.
“Don’t... Just don’t say anything.” Jack mumbled, his voice hoarse. Alex nodded, scared for what he was going to see. Jack took a deep breath and lifted his arms, allowing Alex to lift his t-shirt off. Alex tossed the clothing to his floor and turned back to Jack.
He couldn’t help the gasp that fell from his lips.
“Jack...” Alex whispered. Blue, purple, green, yellow and almost black bruises littered his torso. Alex’s hands moved forward on their own, lightly tracing over the biggest and darkest bruise. Jack hissed lightly as Alex pressed a little harder in the center of it.
“Your rib might be broken, Jack. You should go see a doctor.” Jack shook his head, grabbing the shirt from Alex he tried to slip it back over his head but couldn’t. The pain shooting through his side was too much.
“Forget the shirt, here. Lie down and get some sleep.” Alex said. Jack stood up so Alex could move the covers on his bed back, letting Jack slip under them. Alex moved away from the boy after, but stopped when he heard Jacks voice.
“Can you stay with me, Lex. Please?” Jack whispered out. Alex turned his light off, slipping his jeans off leaving him in boxers and a t-shirt. He slowly slipped himself under the covers also, making sure to give Jack as much room as he could in the queen size bed. Alex felt Jack’s hand read over and intertwine with his, squeezing as Alex heard the silent sobs hit his body.
Alex moved over more, moving Jack so he was leaning against his body, head on his chest. Jack didn’t hold back then. Alex felt his tears soak his t-shirt as the boy cried. Alex slowly ran his hand through the boys hair, other hand resting on the small of his back making small circles with his fingers.
“I’m here. Shh. I’m here.” Alex whispered placing a light kiss to Jacks hair. Eventually Jack fell asleep, arms wrapped around Alex head still on his chest. Alex let his eyes slip shut, hand still rubbing circles on Jacks back. Slowly he felt himself drift into a peaceful sleep, thoughts of the other boy on his mind.
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The next morning, Jack woke up first. He slowly slipped out of the bed, doing his best not to disturb the boy sleeping peacefully beside him. He walked into Alex’s bathroom and did his business. While he was washing his hands he looked at himself in the mirror. The bruises were worse then they have ever been before. His lip was swollen, but the cut wasn’t deep enough to need stitches. His nose, although sore and bruised, wasn’t broken. He’d broken his nose in football before so he knew the signs of it being broken.
He felt Alex’s hands wrap around his body before he saw him, his hands tracing the bruises at he looked at Jack over his shoulder in the mirror. Alex didn’t say anything, just stood there, arms around Jack, holding the boy. Letting him know he was there for him. Jack hesitated, he knew he had to explain what happened, but he was scared, he was scared Alex would think less of him.
“My dad... He’s been like this ever since my mother left us three years ago.” Jack mumbled. Alex kissed his shoulder blade, encouraging the boy to continue.
“He just gets so angry over the fact she left, and I remind him so much of her. So he takes his anger out on me.” Jack spoke with angry tears falling down his face.
“I know I don’t deserve this, no one does. But there’s nothing I can do, Alex.” Jack turned around to look at the boy, almost pleading with him to understand.
“I know, Jack.” Alex mumbled. Jack leaned his forehead against Alex’s, locking his eyes with the other boy. Alex tried to calm his breathing, being this close to Jack did things to his heart.
“Thank you.” Jack whispered. Hand moving to tangle with Alex’s. Alex smiled lightly, a small blush covering his cheeks.
“I love it when you blush.” Jack mumbled. Slowly he leaned down hovering over Alex’s lips, giving the boy a chance to pull away. But he didn’t, so Jack closed the small space, pressing his lips against Alex’s. He’s waited way to long to do that.
Alex pushed back against Jack’s lips, butterflies filling his stomach as their lips moved together. This is what Alex had wanted. This is what Alex needed. Jack pulled away first, taking a breath as he looked at the shorter boy, who’s cheeks were flaming red. Jack smiled, he needed that.
“That... That I could get used too.” Jack said with a tired grin, eyes on Alex. Alex looked up at Jack, then leaned up and quickly kissed his lips again.
“I could too.” He whispered with a small smile.
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This were going perfect for Alex. He had friends. He had a boyfriend. He was slowly gaining back some weight, much to his displeasure. But he knew it was for the best. Alex was happy for the first time in god knows how long. And it was all thanks to Jack.
Jack was better too, despite his home situation, he was happy. Alex... Alex was amazing. It’s only been a month and Jack couldn’t see his life any different then it is now. He was getting attached to Alex and that made his heart flutter with happiness.
They sat in Alex’s bedroom, his mom gone for the Friday night at the hospital. Jack was holding a pack of ice to his side, having showed up at Alex’s unexpected, eyes watering and side throbbing. He hated Alex seeing him like this, but Alex insisted he come over when it was too much.
Alex looked at his boy friend, eyes closed, shirt off, lying down on his bed. Alex bit his lip at the thought that popped into his head. He wanted to make Jack feel better and he wanted to move forward in their relationship. He just hoped Jack would want to also.
Slowly, Alex moved so he was straddling Jack’s hips. Jack opened one eye, giving Alex a puzzled look. Alex just leaned forward and kissed his lips lightly, giving him a soft smile as he pulled away. He moved his head to the side of his neck, kissing that spot just below his ear that he knew drove him wild. Jack bit his lip, holding back the noise he wanted to make.
Alex kissed down his neck, stopping at his collar bones to nip and suck at each. Jack’s head fell back against Alex’s pillow as Alex moved farther down to Jack’s nipples. He slowly sucked one into his mouth, biting and sucking at it then moving on to the other. Jack couldn't help the moan that fell from his lips. Alex smirked at that, a feeling of pride falling over him at being able to make Jack make those noises.
He kissed every bruise he could see. Making sure to be extra light when kissing the newest additions. Even with all these bruises, Alex still found Jack one of the most beautiful people he’s ever seen. He looked up at Jack as he shimmied his body further down Jacks, so he was resting on his thighs.
Jack got the hint then what Alex wanted to do, he felt his dick hardening even more at the thought. Alex smirked at the boy as he popped the button on his jeans, moving them down so they were just under Jack’s butt, far enough down that Alex could now see fully how excited Jack was for this.
Alex had only had one boyfriend before Jack; his name also happened to be Alex, but everyone called him Aroy. He was the guy Alex had lost his virginity too and had also done plenty of things with. So Alex wasn’t nervous about doing anything with Jack, he had experience. He was only nervous about doing things with Jack, and Jack not liking it.
He didn’t hesitate with leaning down and mouthing at the front of Jacks boxer briefs. Alex was a guy who liked to tease, he found the end product was always much better with a little foreplay.
Jack couldn’t believe that this was the same shy Alex he was dating. Not saying he wasn’t enjoying it, because he was enjoying it a lot. It was just weird knowing that shy, little Alex was like an animal in bed. Jack was loving it.
Alex pulled back and grinned at the panting mess Jack was underneath him, he slipped Jacks boxers down letting his little problem loose. Slowly he grabbed Jack and started jerking him off slowly, using the little bit of precome as lube, Jack was moaning and withering underneath Alex.
“Fuck Alex.” Jack panted out, a moan following as Alex moved his wrist just the right way. Alex grinned moving his hand off Jack, causing the boy to whine out at the loss of contact.
But then Alex’s mouth was replacing his hand and Jack swears he almost came that second at the image of Alex’s mouth spread around his dick. Alex bobbed up and down, using his hand to cover what his mouth couldn’t.
It didn’t take long for Jack to almost scream out Alex’s name then come, vision whiting out as the pleasure came over him. Alex let Jack ride out his orgasm, then he swallowed and pulled off. He grinned at Jack and got off of him, wanting to grab his toothbrush and get the taste of come out of his mouth.
Jack tucked himself back in his boxers, ignoring the wet spot from where Alex’s mouth was, and took his pants off fully, he crawled under the covers and curled up. His sore body was momentarily forgotten as he yawned and wrapped the covers around himself. Alex walked out of the bathroom, turning the lights out and slipping out of his jeans. Once he was under the covers Jacks arms were around him, bringing him into his chest. He placed a kiss to his head and smiled.
Nothing could go wrong right now.
-&-
so ya one more chapter left then it's over awh sucks ok but there will be a sequel so that's good news i guess but yah i have a tumblr http://ianplanet.tumblr.com/ so you should follow me and make me update/write more ok ty