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[ians_buddha]

well not much going on here. just sitting and just got done watching jeepers creapers 2 and fuck did it suck. well what can i say most sequles are. humm what do i want to say havent been up to much.sitting oh yea jonno gave me the parts to get the computer down stairs to work and my dad wants to have someone at work fix it. the only thing is that

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hey hun

[reaper187]

hey whats ur vf s/n's again i forgot them..... i misses u and will see u in a couple of weeks. my mom said u guys might be able 2 spend the night or somethign soon. well my cell # is 1586-344-1385. call me sometime. *hugs*

[lonewolf017]

ohhh kitty....the funny thing about you thinking that i am not ready for this, its that i think i do love you, i have nothing to compare it to, i have never felt this way over someone, i was worried that you would never be able to return the feelings....i was afraid you had too much on your plate, and i felt bad that i never stopped to ask if you were okay with us, okay with adding another commitment to your life, and that i never asked if you minded being the secret boyfriend. i guess i have just been feeling guilty. in a previous journal, i mentioned that i wanted someone to find me, and it's you. i couldn't very well say it, i didn't want to seem to forward, but you are the only one that i ever really want to find me. and you are the reason i didn't pierce myself that day. i was ready to. i had a needle in my hand and everything. but i thought of you, and it almost seemed like you were there, holding my hand back. i dont know if you had meant to, or if it was subconscious, but i still appreciate it. i dont want us to end. i like