REMEMBERED LOVE
Title: Remembered Love
Author: Iantosdreamer46
Rating: R, adult themes, occasional language, M/M
Pairings/Characters: Jack/Ianto, Tosh, Owen, Gwen
Spoilers: Set after S2
Summary: Ianto needs reminding who he is.
Disclaimer: I own none of the characters, they belong to RTD and the BBC. I am just experimenting with them....
Written for the longliveianto bingo: Aphrodisiacs
Masterlist iantosdreamer46.livejournal.com/3003.html
It had only been a couple of days since Ianto’s encounter with the Brice and he was still trying to get used to being immortal.
Jack I’m scared, what’s going to happen to me? I don’t know what to do, please help me.”
Hey Yan, my love, don’t worry, I’ll look after you. Remember I’ve been there, done that, you even bought me a T-shirt, remember?”
Ianto smiled, remembering the shirt he was talking about. He’d been to visit his mother and taken her shopping when they’d gone into a market that made up T-shirts to order. He’d bought Jack one that said you kill me and I’ll come back and shag you.
“I’m sorry Jack, I think I needed to hear that. Forgive me cariad? It’s gonna take some getting used to. Does Owen know if it’s permanent or just a short term thing?”
“He’s still doing tests, but let’s not think about that at present. We still don’t know how it’s going to affect you if something happens so let’s just take one day at a time. OK? And Ianto, there’s nothing to forgive. I love you and will always be here for you.”
Ianto smiled and went and held onto Jack. He kissed him with a renewed passion and with a promise of more to come later.
The phone on Jack’s desk rang and reluctantly he let go of his lover. “Harkness. Yeah he’s here.....what....no he can’t just drop everything and come to London, he’s needed here.....what....you want the Doctor as well. But....no Sir....I’m not....it’s just....Oh, right....yes ok....they’ll be there as soon as possible. Thank you Sir....I’ll tell them.”
“Jack, what was that all about?”
“That was the PM, UNIT have found some weapons that they think we could use here, they think they’re alien and want you and Owen to go and check them out.”
“When do we have to go?”
“He wants you both there asap.”
“But why Owen as well?”
“It’s to make sure that once we have the weapons he will be able to fix us if we get injured by them.”
“Doesn’t he know about me and what just happened?”
“No I’ve not told him yet, I wanted to wait and see how permanent it was and wanted to wait until Owen had finished all the tests he needs to do on you.”
“Oh, right....well I’ll go and pack then shall I? Do you want me to tell Owen or do you want that pleasure?”
“I’ll go and tell our acerbic medic. He’s not going to be too pleased being away from Tosh, but he’ll be able to make up for it when he gets home. And Ianto....”
“Yes cariad.”
“You’ll have a lot of making up to do too, when you get home.”
“Mmmm I look forward to it...”
Jack kissed his lover and tapped his firm backside and went off to find Owen to let him know he was going to be on his way to London in the next hour or so.
Twenty minutes later the pair of them were ready to leave. Owen kissed Tosh and promised to bring her a present. Ianto hugged and kissed Jack and whispered that he would make it up to him on his return. This brought a wicked smile to Jack’s face that had the others wondering what Ianto had just said.
~~~~~*~~~~~
Ianto and Owen arrived at UNIT headquarters in London just after six in the evening. They were directed to the office of Martha Jones.
“Hello boys, so glad you could make it. I’m sorry that it was such short notice but we’ve just discovered these weapons and thought you’d be able to shed some light on where they were from.”
“What kind of weapons are they?”
“Be patient Owen, we have the next 48 hours to examine them, why don’t the two of you go book into the hotel across the road, they’re expecting you, and have a relaxing evening. Then first thing in the morning we’ll get started on the examination.”
“But....”
“No but’s Owen, I know you’re missing Tosh already, but she’ll be there when you get back and just think how you can make up for the lost time!”
Ianto looked at Martha and grinned. She knew that he and Jack would have things to make up for and she was pleased that Tosh had finally begun to tame the medic.
They hugged Martha and went to find the hotel.
“I wish we were only here for the day. I’ve got a lot of work to do back at the Hub.”
“Yep Owen I know your work, and Tosh will still be there when you get home.”
“Thanks for that tea boy, just because you’ve now got all the time in the world to be with Jack you don’t need to rub it in.”
Ianto smiled and left Owen to go and find his room.
~~~~~*~~~~~
The following morning the pair found Martha in the firing range shooting what looked like a miniature pistol at the targets. But instead of a small sound emitting from the pistol they had to cover their ears as it was louder than an earthquake in the middle of the night.
“Morning boys, hope you slept well last night? Are you ready to be astounded?”
“Well, if that’s what we’re going to be playing with then lead the way Doctor Jones.”
“Owen these are not a toy and they can do serious damage to someone. Come and take a look.”
She led them to the booth she’d been using and pressed the button to bring the target back to her. Both Ianto and Owen stared open mouthed at the destruction of the target, and looked to Martha for answers.
“How many shots did it take to destroy that?”
“That, my dear Ianto was two bullets. They are like nothing we’ve seen before. We came across them last week when we raided a warehouse near the Cutty Sark. We got a tip off from one of our sources that there was other stuff than materials being stored there. When we got there we found two boxes of these, making twenty in total. We’ve locked them up but wanted to let you have half of them in Cardiff. What do you think?”
“Why us? Shouldn’t Jack have been the one to come and take a look at them?”
“You’re the one that looks after the archives, so tell me Ianto have you anything stored there that looks like these?”
“Erm....n....no, I’ve not come across anything yet, I do have more containers to clear out though. But why Owen too?”
“Like the PM told Jack yesterday, he wants you to have them but he also wants you to be able to treat any injuries that might occur with them.”
“Ok, when do we begin?”
“How does now sound Owen?”
“Great, I’ll go first, tea boy here can do what he does best....make the coffee.”
“Erm, no Owen, I’m here to learn too, so if you want a coffee you’ll get it yourself.”
For the next few hours the three of them shot at paper targets, dress shop manikins and dead pigs. The dead pigs because their skin is similar to that of a human. They needed to know what damage it would do to a living person.
“Wow, that is some powerful weapon. I would never have guessed it’s potential just looking at it.”
“Yep, that’s what we thought too Owen, that’s why we invited you here. Do you think you’d be able to save someone if they were shot by it?”
“Maybe, but I wouldn’t really know until it happened for real.”
Just then an alarm sounded.
“What’s that?”
“That Ianto is the alarm for rift activity. Yeah I know we said that it didn’t happen here anymore, not since the Battle for Canary Wharf, but every so often we have a rogue alien appear. Let’s arm ourselves boys, and go and see what is happening.”
Ianto looked scared. “Er....Martha, do you mind if I just stay here and monitor your movements?”
“Ianto, are you ok?”
“Yeah, it’s just....well....you know Canary Wharf?”
“Oh....sorry Ianto, I’d forgotten....Lisa?”
“Yeah, sorry but do you mind?”
“No, just go to my office and there’s monitors in there you can use.”
“What’s up tea boy too scared to go and face the enemy?”
That did it, Ianto was fed up with being the brunt of Owens jokes. “I’ve changed my mind” he said sternly “I will come with you.”
He armed himself and went with Martha, Owen and several of the UNIT members.
Ten minutes later they were facing an alien that neither of them had witnessed in Cardiff. Ianto had his gun pointing towards it when another dropped down on to him, taking a bite out of his neck larger than Owen had seen before and scratching his face. Owen ran over to him and shot the alien, looking at the injuries on his colleague he noticed the scratches were disappearing but the bite was still red and bleeding. He tried to stop the bleeding but was finding it difficult to get pressure on the whole of the wound. Martha managed to deploy her colleagues to find the one that had run off and went to join Owen.
“Owen, is he alright? Can you save him? I promised Jack I’d get him back in one piece.”
“Listen Martha there’s something you should know.”
“What is it Owen, tell me, you’re scaring me now. You can save him can’t you?”
Owen tried to get a pulse but was unable to find one. “I’m sorry Martha, he’s gone. I need to get him back to Cardiff now. Is there any way we can fly him home?”
“Yeah, I’ll get a UNIT helicopter on standby for you. Just give me ten minutes and you’ll be on your way. What am I going to tell Jack?”
“Nothing, please Martha, not a word, it’ll be better if he sees for himself. I’ll be there for him and so will the rest of the gang.”
“Please, let me come with you, it’s my fault, I shouldn’t have gotten you down here.”
“NO....no Martha, please I have to do this on my own. I’ll call you when we get back and I’ve told Jack. Then maybe you can come to Cardiff.”
“If you’re sure? Please ring me as soon as you’ve told Jack, I need to be there for him after everything he’s done for me.”
Owen nodded in reply and looked again at the bite on Ianto’s neck. It didn’t seem as large as before but it was still bleeding. He felt again for a pulse but was unable to find one. He prayed for the first time in a long time that Ianto would live. What was he going to tell Jack?
~~~~~*~~~~~
Back at the Hub, Owen was met by Jack who looked scared.
Owen, what the hell’s going on? What happened, why isn’t Ianto with you?”
Jack....Jack, listen, please. Ianto is with me it’s just that he’s....he’s. Sorry Jack you had better sit down.”
Owen for God’s sake just tell me, WHERE IS IANTO?”
Jack....he’s outside in the SUV. He’s....he’s dead.”
No....no Owen, tell me it’s not true? He can’t be, remember what you said about what the Brice did to him. He can’t die.” Sobs racked Jack’s body and Owen went up and put his arms around his colleague and his friend.
“I’m sorry Jack, he was bitten really badly by and alien, don’t ask what it was because I’ve never seen one before. But it took a huge chunk out of his neck and I couldn’t stop the bleeding. He had scratches on his face but they healed up and I swear the bite seemed to get smaller, but I think he lost too much blood. Listen I’ll go and get him.”
“NO....no you won’t. I’ll go. I’m sorry Owen, I didn’t mean to sound.....”
“I know Jack, come on we’ll both go and get him.”
They made their way up to the SUV and to a prone Ianto in the back seat. Jack slowly opened the door and looked at his gorgeous Welshman just lying there not moving. He went to get hold of his legs when Ianto groaned and took a sharp intake of breath.
“Ianto, my love, you’re ok? Come here let me help you down to the Hub.”
“Sorry, what....who....where am I?”
“Yan, it’s me my love, Jack. Come on stop messing about.”
“Who are you and what am I doing in the back of this vehicle? The last thing I remember is being in London. Where am I now?”
“You’re back in Cardiff. Owen brought you back we thought you were dead.”
“Does it look like I’m dead? I need to get home, I need a shower.”
Owen and Jack looked at one another and raised their eyebrows in confusion. Something more had happened when the alien bit him but at least he was alive. Jack helped Ianto out of the vehicle and down into the Hub.
“Listen Owen, you get home to Tosh, she’s missing you, her mind wasn’t on her work today so I sent her home early. If I need you I’ll call. I’ll try and get some sense out of Ianto. Don’t worry we’ll be fine.”
“Ok, but Jack, if you need me just ring, I’ll leave my phone on I don’t care what time it is just ring me.”
“Thanks Owen, I owe you one.”
Jack took Ianto down into their quarters to try to get him to lie down. But Ianto was agitated and kept asking where he was. Jack had to try to think of something to jog his memory. He couldn’t bear seeing his young lover like this. He had to show him that he was loved and this is where he should be. He went over to the bed and sat down beside his gorgeous lover. Reaching over and brushing a hair from Ianto’s forehead, he bent down and kissed him. Ianto pulled away as if he’d been touched with a hot iron.
“What....what’s going on?”
“I’m sorry my love, I thought if I did that it would remind you what we mean to each other.”
“I’m sorry....Jack....isn’t it? I don’t remember.”
Jack had to be careful, he didn’t want to scare Ianto away, not now he’d found him and fallen in love with him. But he didn’t want to leave it too long otherwise he knew he would lose him again.
I’ve got an idea. Will you let me show you something? I don’t want you to worry I’m not going to hurt you.”
“Ok, I’m really sorry if I’m causing you any problems.”
Jack took his hand and led him up the stairs to the conference room. He helped Ianto to a seat and faced him towards the screen. He turned the screen on and put a video clip that Tosh had taken, supposedly in secret, of the two of them in the archives.
When it was finished Jack looked across at Ianto. “Do you remember any of that my love?”
“I’m sorry Jack, I don’t. But we look as though we have something special.”
“Yeah Yan, we do. I don’t tell you often enough but I love you.” He looked across at Ianto who was blushing. Jack loved it when he blushed, he could feel the stirrings in his groin, but knew he couldn’t act on them, not yet.
Ianto glanced across at Jack and saw the reaction in his trousers and for reasons unbeknown to Ianto he was having the same reaction.
“Jack, I....I think I need reminding, some things seem familiar but I’m not sure what they are just yet.”
“Ianto, if you want me to show you then I will, but I don’t want to frighten you off. That’s the last thing I want to do.”
Ianto smiled that just for Jack smile, not realising he was doing it and stood and went to the gorgeous man in front of him. He held out a hand and Jack took it in his.
“Listen Ianto if you don’t want to that’s fine, but if you’re sure I think I have something that will help if you’re willing?”
“Look, if you think it’s gonna help then I’ll try anything.”
Jack took Ianto’s hand and led him back down the ladder to their quarters. He left Ianto and disappeared up to the kitchen to fetch his secret weapons. When he got back to his lover he found him sat on the bed.
Ianto looked up as Jack reached the bottom of the ladder and with a questioning look stared at the tray he was carrying.
“Why have you brought a bottle of red wine, chocolate and strawberries down here. If you were hungry you should have said and we could have eaten before we came down here.”
“Oh these are special my love. I was saving them for a special occasion and now seems the right time.”
“Mmmm, sounds nice....”
Before Ianto could say any more Jack planted a tender kiss on his lips, this time Ianto didn’t pull back but responded. As Jack pulled away he saw a smile cross his lovers lips, the first since he had arrived back home. He handed a glass of wine to Ianto and they both sat silently looking at one another as they drank it. By the time their glasses were empty the chocolate had melted in the fondue set Jack had brought with him. He dipped a strawberry into the melted chocolate and fed it to Ianto.
Ianto slowly bit into the strawberry all the while staring into the blue/grey eyes of the gorgeous man opposite him. It was his turn then to feed strawberries to Jack and slowly seductively they ate and drank, no words spoken just looks of love emanating from each of them.
Jack picked up a napkin and went to wipe away some stray chocolate from Ianto’s chin but was stopped. “Is that what you usually do Jack?”
“No.... but I didn’t want to scare you off.”
“Then show me what you do....please.”
Jack put down the napkin and moved closer to his lover, he gently kissed the part where the chocolate had run down, licking it as he moved up to Ianto’s lips. He was pleased that Ianto didn’t move so continued to kiss him as he went. Ianto responded by kissing him back, and very gently placed a hand around the back of Jack’s neck drawing him closer to him as he kissed him.
Jack stopped. “Are you ok with this?”
“Mmmm that felt good, please don’t stop. If it gets too much I’ll let you know but for now it feels right.”
Jack moved the rest of his body closer to Ianto and placed his arms around his waist. Feeling the response in his trousers of being so close to his young lover he carefully took hold of one of Ianto’s hands and placed it on the now prominent bulge in his trousers. Thankfully Ianto didn’t pull away but began to gently rub the palm of his hand against the hardness he felt. Jack pulled away from him again, looked into the blue eyes he so loved and saw nothing but love in them. The look of worry and fear he’d seen earlier had gone.
Jack stood up and pulled Ianto up with him. Carefully so as not to frighten him off he began to undo the buttons of the shirt that Ianto had on. He pulled it out from the constraints of the trousers and gently slid it off his shoulders. His eyes remaining focused on Ianto’s face looking for any sign that he wanted him to stop, but saw nothing but encouragement. Next Jack went to the buckle of the belt and the button and zip on his lovers trousers. Seeing the smile he loved, he slowly undid those and pushed the clothing onto the floor, leaving Ianto with just his boxer shorts on.
Ianto stepped out of his trousers and moved over to Jack, to remove his shirt and braces. He pushed the braces down and slowly undid the buttons on the pale blue shirt. As he was doing this a vision came to him. He remembered doing this before. He looked at Jack and smiled. The shirt was soon added to the pile of clothing already on the floor. Next followed the white T-shirt he suddenly remembered Jack always wore. Then Jack’s trousers joined the rest of the clothing in the pile. Both of them were stood there in their boxer shorts each noticing the positive reaction they were having on one another.
Ianto stopped. “Jack....I....I’m beginning to remember. I’m sorry if I’ve put you through a tough time. I just needed to be reminded. Those aliens that bit me, they have something to do with what’s happened I’m sure of it.”
“Oh Yan, I’m so glad you’re starting to remember. I don’t know what I would have done if I’d lost you. Do you remember the Brice and what they did to you?”
“I’m beginning to Jack. It’s going to take some time to get used to but I’m sure you’ll help me.”
“Of course my.....”
Before Jack could say anything more Ianto had pressed his lips to his lover “don’t speak Jack, just show me....please.”
Jack carefully sat Ianto back on the bed and reached down to remove the boxers he was wearing. Once they were on the floor he removed his own. Standing in front of his lover Jack looked down at him and smiled. Without any words being said Ianto took Jacks hardness into his mouth and began sucking on him. Taking him deeper into his mouth as he went. Jack could feel the sensations of teeth scraping along his length and he pushed further into his lovers mouth. Jack was on the verge of exploding when Ianto stopped and looked up at him.
“I’m sorry Jack, I need you inside me....please. I want you to make love to me.”
“Lie down my love, if you want me to stop I will, but I want you so much.”
Ianto did as Jack told him and as he lay down Jack slid down next to him. Kissing the soft flesh behind Ianto’s ear he began to weave his way down the tender skin that he loved so much. He could still see a slight red welt on his neck from the bite and was careful not to put too much pressure on it until Owen could check him out. He slowly moved down the front of his neck kissing and nipping as he went. Reaching the soft downy hair he teased it with his fingers as his mouth made its way to the already hard nub of his nipple. Nipping and sucking on it his fingers found its partner and pulled and tugged on that one. Ianto let out a soft moan and balled a fist into Jack’s hair. Jack could feel himself hard again but didn’t want to rush things, he wanted to savour every millimetre of his gorgeous man.
“Jack....please....need.....you inside....now.”
“Soon my love, I want you to enjoy this.”
Ianto moaned again and let Jack carry on making his way down his body. As he went he could feel the shudders and their body’s heating up. He knew that he had to be inside him soon otherwise they would both come before they were ready. He was at the top of Ianto’s thighs and as he looked up into the eyes he loved so much he knew the time was right. He reached over to the bedside table found the lube he always kept there. Expertly with one hand he coated his fingers and reached around the back of Ianto. Inserting one finger he pushed deep inside and felt the shivers running through both of them. Knowing that he had finally got his lover back he smiled up at him and inserted another finger. Pushing both as he went as far as he could, stretching the opening ready for Jack’s hardness that Ianto wanted more than anything else. Knowing that they were both close to climaxing he removed his fingers to a groan from Ianto, but immediately inserted his cock into this wonderful man underneath him.
Taking Ianto’s hand he applied lube to it and placed it around Ianto’s erection, underneath his own hand. Expertly in rhythm with the thrusts inside they moved their hands as if in a passionate dance. Jack looked at Ianto and saw the love in the deep blue eyes staring back at him.
Movements became faster hands and hips moving in time with one another, sweat beading both their foreheads they came together, Ianto’s cum sticky and hot on Jacks stomach and Jack shuddering his release into his young Welshman.
They didn’t stop, but slowly brought their breathing back to near normal. Smiling at one another Jack said “Mmmm my love, you haven’t forgotten”
“No, Jack, I don’t think I have. I just needed reminding how much I love you. Thank you....please forg...”
He didn’t finish his sentence as Jack’s mouth covered his and was again kissed into oblivion.
Several kisses and deep breaths later Ianto asked “What happened to me Jack?”
“I’m not sure, but let’s not talk about that now, let’s leave it until tomorrow when Owens back. I’m sure we could think of several things to do until then.”
“Mmmm I have a few ideas too.”
Jack looked at Ianto again and kissed him passionately and folded him into his arms. He wasn’t going to let this man go not now he’d got him back again.
End
A/N The Aztecs referred to chocolate as "nourishment of the Gods". Chocolate contains chemicals thought to effect neurotransmitters in the brain and a related substrance to caffeine called Theobromine. Chocolate contains more antioxidents than red wine. the secret for passion is to combine the two!!