Comments | iardaciliel: I didn't know it could hurt this much.

iardaciliel

I didn't know it could hurt this much.

Nov 06, 2006 18:01

I feel empty. There's this aching...nothingness.
I hung out with the people who used to be my best friends not too long ago. They've moved on, made wonderful lives without me. And I really get the feeling that they don't care for me to be in their lives anymore. I'm the just-barely-tolerated hanger-on. I'm nothing more than a speck of dirt on their ( Read more... )

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re:i didnt know it could hurt this much anonymous November 15 2006, 13:50:03 UTC

that sounds like it could have been written by me a year ago(the night bit, not the friends bit), i am sorry you feel like this, its just not fair. I dont even know why ive come here to read this, ive recently considered self harming again after a year or so and ive just done a google search for some kind of forum to write on, somehow that makes me feel a bit less lonely. Amyway, i came across this blog or whatever it is. Ive been through nights like that in the past, I don't want to get that bad again, I am hoping I can hold it off this time. Be strong, I hope you get over this.