I couldn’t go on with this any longer, my vision was far too blurred by the blood loss and the alcohol. Everything floated in a tender reddened haze, which seemed quite beautiful. My fingers were loosing their grip on the switchblade though, letting it fall to the floor, with a loud clatter. I swayed, putting my lips to the open cuts on my arm, ( Read more... )

I have fucked my life up beyond belief.

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Allyssa got in a car wreck friday after school taking Alex Palma home, after she just dropped me off. I felt so bad and all weekend I was worried and she just called me saying she was okay. But now, I have no way to get to school. And you can call me selfish, I'm glad she's okay, I just I have no way to get to 0block at 7 in the morning, I'm ( Read more... )

My best friends in the hospital.
Me and my boyfriend fight every fucking day.
I hate where I'm living.
I DO cry everynight.
And I miss you.

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And it's also SUPER cool when my grandmother says that me and my boyfriend will never make it.

Good one, you old hag.

Our relationship is a mess.

Is that what makes it so addicting?

did it all get real, i guess it's real enough ( Read more... )

I would like to know who commented with this :"we dont talk like we used to in middle school".
Please tell me.. I'm getting parinoid about it.

Everyday for the past few weeks I've awoken to wonderfulness.
But now, that I dont fall asleep in David's arms anymore..
It's all gonna suck.

I miss how my life used to be.

Back in Middle school.

I had three best friends (Jeremy, Maria and Harrison).

I didnt have to rely on boys to make me happy.

It was much simpler.

But I do love my boyfriend now.