Comments | ibecomedust: the second half

ibecomedust

the second half

Feb 23, 2005 20:42

i really dont know what i want anymore. it feels like every time i try to help people it blows up in my face and the story ends with me as the bad guy because im incapable of opening up to people emotionally. i often wonder what my friends lives would be like if id gone through with killing myself when i was 11. everything is eventual, and ( Read more... )

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wastedmetalfly9 February 24 2005, 01:11:18 UTC

drew fucking simpson! please talk to me!!!! please! i love you please dont do this! im really sorry for anything i ever did to upset you and i havent really slept in a few days and i didnt mean it if something came out wrong or fucked up or something! please come back and talk to me. im so sorry i really am andi want to talk to you. please.

-angie

wastedmetalfly9 February 24 2005, 02:41:03 UTC

and p.s.
you are not worthless. you are everything to me. i know you probably dont believe me or think its stupid but you are one of my 2 reasons to get up in the morning. i look forward to seeing you everyday and i love being around you. your worth something to me.

-angie

i_heart_jdandob March 1 2005, 19:43:57 UTC

what's the other reason angie, aly stosz?

wastedmetalfly9 March 2 2005, 03:02:22 UTC

what the fuck? are you upset? i didnt do anything this time! (if you are)

i_heart_jdandob March 2 2005, 21:59:06 UTC

no, and i'm talking to you right now, and it was a joke, because i'm mad that you went to that lame party with the beast

hey man. maxwelldemon96 February 24 2005, 03:13:44 UTC

Stop trying to think in a universal context. Live your life from day to day the best you can. Help those that you can, and don't spend too much time on what they think of you for it. Someone once said that no good deed goes unpunished, but it's not true.

For a little medicine, play a vg or watch something epic, like Lord of the rings, and your problems might seem smaller. Let me know how it works out.

fuck_religion February 24 2005, 16:39:53 UTC

Trust me Drew, I hardly know you, and I can tell you're a good person. I get that feeling too, I have bad social skills, so like, when my friends are crying I freak out and I have no idea what to do, so i just assume i'll fuck things up, most of the time i'll start crying myself. But there's no need to worry, because if you trust it, everything works out in the end. And who knows, sometimes when i'm at my worst, a simple smile can save me.
I can't say that killing yourself isn't the best option, i don't wanna lie, but I think if you die, those friends you're trying to help, or whatevers going on, would be a lot worse without you around.