so we watched lost and argued for a good two hours or so. we both have to open tomorrow, so he left early.
it was such a good hangout, like nothing had changed.
but everything has, and i'm seeing that that's totally okay.
whatever happens, happens.
i'm just so glad to have him still as my friend.
at least for the time being.

i have good and bad days, times when i do and don't think about not being together anymore. it's so weird having this new outlook. it seems like everything i wanted for my life has to change, so it doesn't include him and the plans that we made. it's funny, though. the important things that i want haven't changed, so i guess that's good ( Read more... )

there's one thing i want to say, so i'll be brave.
you were what i wanted, i gave what i gave.
i'm not sorry i met you.
i'm not sorry it's over.
i'm not sorry, there's nothing to say.

Gosh, i feel like i wasted four years of my life. my next man (not a boy) will treat me like a queen or his ass is out the door.

so i talked with my brother's quad mates tonight, and i have never met more closed minded pig men in my life. excerpts from said conversation ( Read more... )

I have three resolutions:
1) lose the same amount of weight this yera as a i did last year.
2) keep my car clean.
3) keep my distance.

I have some stuff to think about.

This was by far the hardest semester I've ever had. I have never felt so drained, but so good at the same time. My private instructor gave me a hug and said I did really good this semester. Same with my piano teacher. My theory composition went really well, and the professor noticed how hard I was working this last month or so. I don't know what ( Read more... )

if i survive finals week, i'll be so surprised ( Read more... )

I hope that something happens within the next three weeks before my family gathering, only for the purpose of simplifying the explanation of my relationship with daniel to only three words, instead of "it's a long story."

I think that would be a nice Christmas gift.

I believe in the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit ( Read more... )