"but what is love if not exquisite ,our only saving grace ,or is it?"

[ibelong2you]

so I just got back from the bar and had a very sad talk with jimmy. his gradmother is going. she's on her way out and I promised if he called me tomorrow that I would go with him to visit her aslong as I could be back in time for the complexity II meeting. I also I promised that I would be there when ever it happened. I mean it too. No one came to

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[kelee]

aw hun I am so happy we are friends to!! Its so sick because your like the coolest person and I am a fucking weirdo so it goes all together well. I love me and Benton together too lol. Give me a call sometime hunna! Peace out! anc cheer up. =) depressing entries can tottally rock though so its all good.

kelee

[thru_your_eyes]

Kristen, dearest Kristen....I know you want someone to be thinking about you and be excited to see you. I always think about you and am always so glad to see you...I know thats not what you meant at all, but please know that it's true anyway. Half the reason I'm so scared to do Div. 1 next summer is because I won't be able to talk to you nearly as much,a nd almost never be able to see you. And the thought of that scares me because it is YOU that has been there for me. And at the end of a shitty day or when I'm broken and crying and screaming into my pillow at night, one of my only comforts is that you are somewhere, if I need you. Besides every other compliment in the world that I can give you, all I can say is that you are one of the BEST people I've ever known. Best in every possible way. I love you and would never want anything bad to happen to you. If you do something stupid (like die) i'm having the metuchen kids trample your grave on the way to play practice. And then having the colorguard drop their flags on your