i love you so much! thanks for sticking up for me.. i thought it would be dumb if i did it myself & make it seem like i was whining... because it's kinda none of my business but it kinda is... =\
it just made me so mad. like, if they don't care, great. but maybe they shouldn't like, jump to conclusions about other people. Emma was such a bitch about Christine... and Christine was really upset and like, she lost her dad when she was really young, 8 i think, so obviously death touches her differently than it touches Emma (who could care less about anybody) but ARG. thank you for reading this, commenting, and yelling at Rachel :)
You know what, they are so dumb and so below you that they don't even matter. First of all, to have that conversation was lame. Second, to post it in her journal was lame-ER! They're DUMB!
I hated that part in 2-1 JS where the doctor was like, "it's okay to talk about suicide. you're not going to put any ideas in anyone's mind." and then like 1 second later he said, "well, once one person commits suicide, it opens a door for others to.." it's like, i thought you said it wasn't going to put ideas in anyones head? ugh, so lame. it definitely does. i don't want you to feel sad or upset or want to kill yourself because i love you too much. (i just noticed i stopped type properly. i'm so lazy. but i took the time to note it to you ;) )
Will the place fix your tire for free since they like, popped it?
its really hard, though, to talk to a group of people about something like that. because everybody feels differently, and everybody reacts differently, and everyone has different experiences with death previously and stuff like that and different situations and different lives.
thank you for saying that stuff. i know that i won't kill myself-- that IS a dumb & selfish thing to do. i know that NOW.
the valve stem on my tire was lose and that's why it was leaking... Mike fixed it today. i HOPE for free but i'm not sure =\
ps: i'm at the library in FRYEBURG next to my dance studio waiting for dance to start.
I <3 Bryan. i think ill try to hang out w/ him more before the summer and before i LEAVE and stuff. he's cool and he's been there for me a lot through everything...
Yo, that was my bad. I was being a bitch. None of it matters now, but for what it's worth I apologize for what I said. I was trippin off of my sister. However, in no way does that make me even close to being less intelligent or below anyone. The things that I said in that conversation don't exactly reflect on who I am and anyone that knows me well enough would be able to tell you that. And I'd like to think that I have grown up considerably seeing as I'm living on my own, I have a good job, and I pay all of my own bills.
Once again, I'm sorry for what I said. It wasn't my place at all and I didn't mean to offend or hurt anyone.
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you can read it if you want...
Rachel Tradewell, Emma Campbell, Chris Moulton
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oh, i so read it, and i think you should read the comments :)
I LOVE YOU JULIE!
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i love you so much! thanks for sticking up for me.. i thought it would be dumb if i did it myself & make it seem like i was whining... because it's kinda none of my business but it kinda is... =\
it just made me so mad. like, if they don't care, great. but maybe they shouldn't like, jump to conclusions about other people. Emma was such a bitch about Christine... and Christine was really upset and like, she lost her dad when she was really young, 8 i think, so obviously death touches her differently than it touches Emma (who could care less about anybody) but ARG.
thank you for reading this, commenting, and yelling at Rachel :)
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I hated that part in 2-1 JS where the doctor was like, "it's okay to talk about suicide. you're not going to put any ideas in anyone's mind." and then like 1 second later he said, "well, once one person commits suicide, it opens a door for others to.." it's like, i thought you said it wasn't going to put ideas in anyones head? ugh, so lame. it definitely does. i don't want you to feel sad or upset or want to kill yourself because i love you too much. (i just noticed i stopped type properly. i'm so lazy. but i took the time to note it to you ;) )
Will the place fix your tire for free since they like, popped it?
bryan is nice.
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thank you for saying that stuff. i know that i won't kill myself-- that IS a dumb & selfish thing to do. i know that NOW.
the valve stem on my tire was lose and that's why it was leaking... Mike fixed it today. i HOPE for free but i'm not sure =\
ps: i'm at the library in FRYEBURG next to my dance studio waiting for dance to start.
I <3 Bryan. i think ill try to hang out w/ him more before the summer and before i LEAVE and stuff. he's cool and he's been there for me a lot through everything...
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yea, he's a cool kid.
i'm glad you know that now. i would miss you too much :(:(:(
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Once again, I'm sorry for what I said. It wasn't my place at all and I didn't mean to offend or hurt anyone.
- Rach
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