i just finished work. tonight was awesome. we had a lot of fun and said a lot of really funny shit. tomorrow is the camp staff christmas party. that should be... an experience. too bad my favorite other staff member probably won't be there. those kind of people aren't his scene but i can sympathize. i'll probably just stay at my parents ( Read more... )

so my money situation got better. i was almost comming out on top of my problems of at least every day living. i had enough money to start getting things taken care of, even after i bought Shana some christmas presents. then it happened again. Bam! car got towed and i was sent back to the bottom in the land of negative dollars. it wasn't even ( Read more... )

lately in my frustration i've been evaluating my value in this life, and the point of continueing it ( Read more... )

i'm so in love with this girl who has enchanted me so deeply. there are things about her that warm my heart no matter how many times she does them. things that i can't help but feel silly inside after she does them. this girl makes me feel special, like there is something about me that can't be found anywhere else, and that the special something ( Read more... )

ugh... so it's been way too long since an update but i'm going to cram some in within the 15 minutes i have till work ( Read more... )

so today is my first day of work at Hot Topic. It should be fun, i'm excited. all the employees i met at the meeting are pretty awesome. it should be work but good times too ( Read more... )

since the words of this song have always meant so much to me, and say so much now, i'm posting them here. it may seem cheesey but i've changed the gender roles to make it appropriate for the situation and for clarity ( Read more... )

new heading for my lj page...

I realized it has been quite some time since I updated. I think this is mostly because I'm at Shana's or she is here and I kind of forget about everything else. It looks like she will be doing kung fu with me now officially also. She's been wanting to do some sort of martial arts and now she has something, so it should prove to be fun doing that ( Read more... )

so it's official, Shana and I are together. I'm really overwhelmed by all of this. I totally didn't see it happening, but i'm so glad it did. no more worrying, now i'm just able to love her without fear that she's doesn't want me or that she might leave me. everything is magical with her at every moment. i'm so excited for all that our future