I have never been so miserable in my entire life. Really. I can't find the positive right now, I just want to burn everything I own and go home with the clothes on my back. Screw my fucking job. My boss thinks that she got bedbugs from me, I am living out of a plastic bag,I havent done homework in two weeks, and I have HUGE fiery hot quarter-sized ( Read more... )

ah....Jordan. FUCK!~~~!!!!!

who posted a comment to my last post??? ANONYMOUS PEOPLE SUCK.

i <3 Malek

i am so asorbed in my studies this semster that ive let everything else slide. fuck i love school. like...perversely...insanely, passionately..theres no room for anything else. i cant even ( Read more... )

im going to jordan!

i got a haircut today! i really LIKE it, its wicked different and just the change i needed.:-)!! oxy in four days!!!!!

hello good citizens!!! mmm so.....im good, working a lot lately, but its for my dad and i really like it. yesterday was my first day off in a while and it finally coincided with nice weather.i took my two youngest sibs to the beach and got mauled by pad thai hungry seagulls and high tide. it was a lot of fun. my six year old crazy redheaded sister ( Read more... )

so i did this "MYSTic Tan" thing tonight..um gaah! i look like a fucking latino clown or soemthing. its pretty funny. plus i smell like a nuclear power plant.my smell makes me lose my appetite..yeah. its really that bad. oh my. it was such a weird experience, i cant even begin to describe it.i had to get totally naked in this room, alone, and then ( Read more... )

i got my blood drawn this morning. last month when i had to get it drawn i listened to dispatch on my ipod and tears seeped out the corners of my squinched closed eyelids. I was really miserable. this time was soo much better, in fact, it almost felt good. my stomach had that bottomless feeling like falling really fast in an amusement park ride, or ( Read more... )