i love seattle.

&

i love kayla.

Suck it.

It makes me crazy to see you with her, but I suppose I am being hyocritical. I once had you, and I totally ruined it. Remember when you asked me if you could kiss me in front of my mother? I was such a complete bitch to you, and all you did was deal with it. Your my angel, and you always will be, no matter what. I miss you much but there is nothing ( Read more... )

Im so confused as what to do on so many subjects. Why even waste time trying to make things happen? It's a dead end train wreck. There is no hope. What-so-ever. Giving up is the very best thing I can think of doing right now.

Today is Carl's Birthday! ! ! : D

Well I had quite the weekend..Where to start..Hmm...Friday, I hungout with Tiani, Brittany and Mallory <3 Oh how I love them so. We went to Alfy's with some of Mal's firends then drove around all night looking for a park to play on...and make a stupid movie haha But we never found a good one, so we just did it in ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Kayla Michelle Tuchek!
♥ ♥ ♥   I love you dearly!

What the heck. I hateeeeeeee Cascade. The biggest shit talkers I have ever met. Holy shit, grow the hell up..please. Stupid idiots!!! :[ Krista come save me, I hate it here..Im about to shoot myself in the head. Haha. Stuff is so stressful lately. So much homework and responsibilty. I hate going to school, knowing that people say the crulest things ( Read more... )

How can i bear this any longer arms stretched out only to hold separation take me away i’m dying inside, emptied before you take me into your arms i will fight until the day when i will see sight given to these blind eyes when will i be taken from this life? take what is Yours you deserve more than my life. Giving up.

You've been the first in my life Who has ever made me feel this way And I will not deny I'm gonna need you right here By my side Baby, I can wait come and hold my hand and let me lead the way Let me take your breathe away by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you Never will be too late see myself through your eyes Baby, I can ( Read more... )

Yesterday was quite the day. I came back to my house after school with Alex Kayla and Krista. Then Krista left and Jeff and Gabe came over. Then they took Alex home a while later and me and Kayla left to go get ready for Carl's at Kayla's new home. Its sooo amazingly nice. Hmm then we went over to Carls with like 80 trillion other people. It was ( Read more... )