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[ibshorterthanu]

this week was an ending and a beginning. i have seen ending all this week. it reminds me that gods promises happen. there is a specific day and time when you pray that god answers it. i have seen so many changes in 22 years. i have no idea what it will be like in 40 or 100 years. to of my best friends got married today. it was so sweet. i cried. i

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[cascadingpetals]

Over the past 2 years I've been through a majority of my changes. I fell completely away from God during my 8th grade year. My closest friend and a guy I was dating at that time tried to bring me back to living a Christian life... but I was too stubborn to listen to them. And I got into some things that still haunt me from time to time... Last year around this time, I didn't see myself as ever being a Christian then. But He's come back into my life and everything is just so much better. It's really scary how in a blink of an eye, something can go completely wrong or amazing. I just thank God for always being there for me... even through my rough times. It's like He was looking through this glass bubble and He couldn't get to me... and He called my name so many times, trying to save me again. But I wouldn't let Him... all He could do was watch. It makes me feel horrible that I put Him through that. Because He even loved me then... and I know it hurts to watch someone you love be completely against you, and do everything you