lately i feel like i'm just all over the place-- more than usual and more than most people think i am. are these far ventures intriguing or just passifying? someone tell me what to do. i'm excited that it's almost summer, but i'm scared of what to do-- how will i spend my time? *who now is thinking it will be with them; who will let me be with them ( Read more... )

I think i'm in love with the YMCA. It's so much fun. So i went into the weight room on wednesday feeling good about myself for actually getting out there and taking the time to work out (b/c that's what i've really been needing to do for such a long time now) and i was starting to feel strong and buff when i looked over at this black guy whose ( Read more... )

To all of life's enduring troubles ( Read more... )

sigh, so we lost our game on Fri: season and all its toils are over... We got royall screwed by the umpire, too-- called our guy out on a bogus call in the last inning when he would have tied the game :/. I don't know what to do with myself... so much free time not spent on baseball ( Read more... )

hmmm: Regional Quarterfinals tonight... I'm excited that we're in regionals, but we've already played this team 1x this season and we gave them a royal spanking (royally royal, like 23-3 or something rediculous like that). so it's nice knowing it'll be an easy Vict. for the good guys, but i'm still bummed that we have to drive soo long to get there ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty worthless until around 7pm when i picked up ashleigh to go to the symphony thing @ Bok Tower. it was pretty cool: first time in a while the whole fam had done something together that wasn't gay--my big sis is always at college (or so she says ( Read more... )

We won our district semifinal game yesterday 4-0 woot. we're going to regionals, though we play santa fe in the district championships tomorrow so wish us luck ( Read more... )

Candace turned me down. she said she had ~~~~~ to do, but next week ( Read more... )

EVERYONE needs GOD. period. I might invite Candace to youth group tonight b/c i don't think she's been saved yet. she just needs to know Jesus, along with EVERYONE else. She said she wanted her bf to meet me b/c maybe i can "make him better". i want to save his SOUL and nothing less, though i don't think that's what she meant. who cares about * ( Read more... )

we won our baseball game on friday too. we totally kicked butt and i started 2 double plays and it was amazing. so, my mom and ashleigh finally got to the field when the game was almost over, but it was cool that she got to see me play, even if it was only an inning or two. afterwards ash and i went and ate @ andy's (mmm) before going and watching ( Read more... )