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[ica_rus]

I had a friend on here named Rebecca. We became close friends through livejournal over many years. She disappeared around a year ago. Or is it two now? I have no idea what happened to her. She was on a constant suicide watch. Was she finally able to do it? I wish I had some way of talking to her again. She doesn't even sign onto aim anymore. I felt

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[sjounouchi]

I also have a couple online friends like that...I've made a couple attempts to get in touch with some old friends that still do sign on but all the conversations I started died out quickly. But then, I suck at talking to peple in general..
I do hope your friends are okay and maybe just somehow acquired busy lives outside of the internet.

[ica_rus]

Yeah. I had so many more friends online than I do now, it's just very sad to not have much to say to some, and not know what happened to others. I hope they're all okay too. :/

[ex_crucioed]

Oh no ~ I really hope it wasn't suicide :X

I had a friend I met on a site back in 2002, we became really close and supported each other [we were both going through really rough times], she and her b/f were even planning to visit me in 2005.
Then in 2004 I couldn't get online for a couple of weeks and when I did had received an e-mail from her sister letting me know she had committed
suicide. I still think about her so much now and miss her :(

*hugs* <3

[ica_rus]

Oh no, I'm so terribly sorry. That must have been such a horrible experience, it's so tragic. It's good that her sister let you know what happened, but gosh. I'm very sorry.

[ex_crucioed]

I was really glad her sister let me know too but it was awful :( The circumstances of her death were even worse b/c she had just given birth too. And she committed suicide b/c he b/f was killed in an accident. The worst thing of all was before she got pregnant she'd already been through a miscarriage :X

Thanks so much for you kind words <3 *hugs*

[ica_rus]

Oh, no. That's so awful. Her reasoning really makes a lot of sense, unfortunately- just so much trauma that she had to deal with. Again, I'm truly sorry. :/ <3

[sea_of_shadows]

Okay, I remember this Ray guy now. I believe you showed me a few of his entries a while back... and yes, indeed he was attractive, as well as intelligent. Hopefully one day you can find him again..... Did you ever know what City/State he lived in?

[anonymous]

Funny how time is, huh? These things seem too repeat to the point where you get habituated to it... Hope all went okay with these situations. Hope all is well where you are in life now. It's been awhile. <3

-Priscilla

[ica_rus]

Time is incredibly fast. I wrote this entry almost a year ago, but I recall the moods and my placement in life so clearly when I was typing this out. Not much has changed in regards to this entry's subject... unfortunately. I'm really glad you commented- I've missed you. You probably won't read this soon, since it's anonymous, haha, but I'll try to contact you on facebook or something soon. I hope life's been treating you good!