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[icanbarleysmile]

It's not fair
to find you there
waiting for me
I dont care
because I care way too much

you never truly realize what you should have said
until you didn't say it.
you never truly realize what you should have done
until you didn't do it.
you never truly realize how much you're going to miss something
until it's gone.

I picked up this broken key
I'll love no one
and let no one love me
I'll wait for morning
before opened eyes
No one's crying not yet realized
And in the meantime,
I have nothing to say
I'm here in vain

"I know that things aren't the same. That doesn't mean that I don't wish they were."

if you can think of 5 reasons
why you can't live without him..
that's 4 more than you need..

She loves him more than he'll ever know. He loves her more than he'll ever show

Shes got the brown eyes, yeah
And they're pretty as hell
And they'll burn through your shirt
If your holding her still
Shes got a lighter, and a lit cigarette
And if your making her smile,
Thats just as high as you can get

Love is how it's lost not how it's found
I don't know those eyes
But i see beauty there always

i remember the day i gave you my life. i remember how good it felt.

I'm addicted to ya babe; you're a hard habit to break..

oh when i look back now, that summer seemed to last forever, and if i had the choice, yeah i'd always wanna be there, those were the best days of my life

i still recall the taste of your tears echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore

We said our goodbyes, swore we’d stay in touch…
then we went our separate ways - knowing no one really does.

and these nights, i get high just from breathing

you're my distance , destination of choice. i would do anything to hear your voice. i could have passed you on the street with out saying a word. those times i missed the voice that goes unheard. what if i missed you? you got caught in the sun.

-these four years together have drifted by too fast, please dont forget anyone who doesnt belong in your past, keep them all in your future, still there holding on, keep them in your heart, where theyre never gone

-four years ago, i didnt even know your name..now i cant imagine going a day without you..

-when you graduate high school you can count your true friends on one hand

"Ever since I met you on a cloudy Monday
I can't believe how much I love the rain..."

Without you…Without you everything falls apart

my lips are screaming
pretty nothings;
my ears are bleeding
for want of words.
fuck words
i need actions.
hope has left me
fucking shattered.

it doesnt matter how long you've known him
if he's got you smiling since day one,
never let him go..

Sometimes I wonder if maybe we'll get back together and then I realize that we'll never be truley over. in a way it hasn't changed and in others, it has. its not that we aren't meant for eachother. i think maybe we just aren't ready for forever.

You can easily reject whats openly available, but you'll always want what you can't have.

my heart is broken
i'm lying here
my thoughts are choking
on you, my dear

Nobody takes a picture of something they want to forget

but I don't want to be with anyone else
if you don't want me, I'll be on my own

i wouldn't mind if you took me in my sleep tonight
i wouldn't even put up a fight
i wouldn't care if you took it all away today
i'm sure i wouldn't even miss the pain

"If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember: you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you."

Life just isn't fair. What you want, you can't have. What you can have, you don't want.

there's cups on her table
there's ash in her hair
there's whispers in her mindset
there's imaginary people over there

if you look in a mirror,
you'll see she never smiles
if you look in a window
you'll see her secret trials

there's magic in the fridge
there's nothing on her bed
there's voices in her ears
there's melted wax above her head

if you look in a mirror,
you'll see she doesn't care
if you look in a window,
you'll see she only loves sir bear

there's cups on the table
there's ash everywhere
there's cigarettes in her fingers
there's magic in her hair.

He looks like the real thing
He tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And it wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out.

And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted,
All the time, all the time, ohhh.. ohh..

And the wonder of it all, is that you just dont realize how much I love you...

"Look, look, there’s got to be a way we can work past this. Okay, I can’t imagine, I can’t imagine my life without you. Without, without these arms, and your face, and this heart. Your good heart." - Ross

"Okay, well here we are. Now we’re in a tough spot again. What do you want to do? How do you want to handle it? Huh? Do you wanna fight for us? Or, do you wanna bail? Look, I, I did a terrible, stupid, stupid thing. Okay? And I’m sorry, I wish I could take it back, but I can’t. I just can’t see us throwing away something we know is so damn good. I love you so much." -Ross

When I see him; his smile, those eyes, just everything about him, I end up loving him just as much as I did before I stopped. I guess once you love someone, and admit it, theres no crossing back. It's a line that will forever stay embedded deep within your heart, because once you have loved someone, it doesn't go away...you're forced to care

No matter how many times I tell you she’ll break your heart, or how many times she does it, you’ll never give up.Why, you ask? Because you love her

I'm beautiful, right? I mean in everyone else's eyes I am. But I'll never be beautiful in his eyes and that kills me.

Your eyes fill with tears.. as he speaks softly into your ear..you want to believe him when he says that you'll still be friends. You know you'll get over it within time. But you'll never forget his touch , or his smile.. even more, when he wiped that tear away from your eyes and said... "Youre still beautiful when you cry"

Some have forever, some just a day. Love isnt something you measure. Nothing's forever... forever is a lie. All we have is between hello and good-bye.

I love you. You don't have to love me back, but i'm going to give you my heart anyway

Goodbye's make you think. they make you realize what you've had and what you lost, and what you've taken for granted

And when I said 'I missed you' I didn't expect for you to say it back, because I knew you hadn't. I just wanted to let you know that I had.

i must be running out of luck
cause your just not drunk enough to fuck
and now ive had it up to here
and i dont, i dont want u
it took so long to say
u walked away from me
when i need u
wake up im poundin on the door
im not the man i was before
where the hell are u when i need u

the clock never stops,
never stops, never waits
she's growing old, it's getting late
and so he forgot,
he forgot, maybe not -
maybe he's been seriously hurt
would that be worse?

You see?
this is why I'd rather be alone.

It seems these kinds of questions
come too easy to you now.
Your lack of shame comes naturally.
I should not be suprised.
I should have seen it sooner.
You expect me to apologize
for things that you've done wrong.

"Well I'm a wreck. I really can't explain it but I hear the music when I look at you. Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment. Well, I'm so in love with you. I'll take a chance and steal away this movie moment. I'm in deep whenever I'm with you. I'm directing the scene that has you and me forever. Well, I'm so in love with you." -mae

"I swear on my life that if I could take this knife out of my back, I would, but between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you, I don't think it'd do any good. If love existed it wouldn't be so soft and easy to ruin." -boys night out

"Someone somewhere stole your desire .The pain akin to being punched in the throat, and stabbed in the chest. You would rather bleed than be without her." -atreyu

"I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture And the smiles are so difficult to fake." -atreyu

"Sometimes all I really want to feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say." -modest mouse

yeah i've known you all my life
but you don't know a thing i feel inside
you think that i'm all right
but i'm just the kind of girl that feels hurt
and smiles

*dont lie, cheat, steal or drink. but if you must lie, lie in each other's arms. if u must cheat, cheat death. if you must steal, steal kisses. and if you must drink, drink with friends.*

"I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you and I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been makin the rounds round here
While I've been tryin to make the tears disappear

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you."

i love how shes obsessed with you and you dont give a fuck. i love how you call me sober, and her when you're drunk. i love how you dont answer her calls, but always answer mine. i love that you dont use me, with me you take your time. i love it when you kiss me, you dont pull away. i know that you are mine, she'll never get her way. youve been mine from the beginning, ill never let you go. it just goes to show that you dont want a hoe.

I love that you get cold when it is 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

So, listen girls. If you got someone who will treat you right & won`t run around all night.. then you need to hold on tight. Don`t let him go.. better yet girls, let him know. He`s worth gold. & guys like that don`t come on every corner.

I've been flipping through my book of songs, and I realized that you never escaped a page. Every line that bleeds from this pen carries a thought of you. A memory or just the feeling that no matter what I do, you’re with me, in my mind and in my heart. You’re a part of me, and there is nothing we can do to change that. You’re a part of me. Even in my memories, the ones you love are the first to leave and the pain you try to forget remains. Eventually it carves a hole in your heart so deep, you bleed to death and wonder how you ever stood a chance. I never told you this but you're something I don't want to miss- The June Spirit

somebody gave you a choice
and all you do is abuse it

“the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feelin’ never goes away.” -Nicholas Sparks “The Notebook”

"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can’t control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That’s what it was like for me. I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it." -Nicholas Sparks “The Notebook”

“I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I’ve ever had and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.” -Nicholas Sparks “The Notebook”

You are the answer to every prayer I’ve offered. You are a song, a dream, a whisper, and I don’t know how I could have lived without you for as long as I have. I love you… more than you can ever imagine. I always have, and I always will.” -Nicholas Sparks “The Notebook”

"You told me you'd never make me cry. Now I'm slipping on the tears you've made me shed. Why does it come as a surprise? To think I was so naive. Maybe it didn't mean so much to you, but it meant the world to me."

In this sad world of grief and despair, being in love is knowing you have someone's hand to reach out and hold onto through it all."

“So tonight if you turn your radio on
You might hear a sad, sad song
About someone who lost everything they had
It may sound like me
But I’m a little bluer than that.”

"Love doesn't require you to be perfect, but it does require you to forgive."-Boy meets world

lets bury these last two months and build on forever, god i hope that one day youll be mine

If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I am all that I'll ever be
When you - lay your hands
Over me but don't go weak on me now
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this

you dont know what love is until you lose it, you dont know what you got until it slips away.. it leaves you all alone in the dark, it takes you and tears you apart. you have no idea what love is, until it breaks your heart.

“I guess that I’m wrong for falling in love, but you’re still the one that I’m dreaming of. I guess that it’s you I want to hold onto, but your holding onto someone else.”

“We may not be together, but you’ll always be in my heart and remembered as my first true love…”

I'm getting used to people leaving, I think true love is deceiving...

When you feel your life ain't worth living
You've got to stand up and take a look around
And when your deepest thoughts are broken
Keep on dreaming
Cause when you stop dreaming it's time to die..

"It's hard to look in the mirror these days
when everyone has everything you'd rather be."

much more than you ever will
and it's too hard when I can't even catch your eye
-deciding

take me I'm yours
and I won't have it any other way
so don't let fools be carried by what I say because the night keeps looking our way
and you're not seeing what I'm missing 'cause I am missing you
-deciding

So now I've made the decision
to walk behind you in the dark for the rest of my life
and I'll never show my face again
-blindfolded

if this is the last thing you do just tell me that it's o.k.
for me to have these feelings for you
-3 miles down

when you go
just know the i will remember you
if living was the hardest part
we'll then one day be together
and in the end we'll fall apart
-it's not a fashion statement, it's a fuckng deathwish

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through-demolition lovers

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.-playing for keeps

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right-promise

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy- promise

Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.- lovers and liars

And I bet you've got every word I said
memorized in your head.
And you'll use every one of them,
and you'll use every one of them against me.- lovers and liars

I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.-lovers & liars

'there are no monuments dedicated to me & my name will soon be forgotten, but i've loved another with all my heart & soul...& to me, this has always been enough.

"The pain is just too strong right now, and the tears are still lingering on my face.
That is why I think it is best that I just go."

"There is one pain I always feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."

"It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak... all you can do is smile, and it can make my day, and then that's how I remember my reason for loving you."

"Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all...together we stand, divided we fall"

"If you wanna find out what's behind these cold eyes You'll just have to claw your way through this disguise."

so i love you, a lot. i've tied that rope on and i figure if i pull hard enough i can give you the moon, or at least we could swing from it.

The strongest person you see all day may be the person that cries themselves to sleep at night.

I guess it's hard for people who are so used to things the way they are - even if they're bad - to change. 'Cause they kind of give up. And when they do, everybody kind of loses. - Pay It Forward

"A pictures worth a thousand words But not worth the words I need to hear I miss you so much that it hurts And tonight, I wish you were herewith me So I could make you see The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly They remind me of All the times, when we used to sit underneath them, those summer nights And fall in love"-Matchbox Romance

"So close your eyes and sleep to dream. I'm by your side. No words to speak. We'll set our course and make it through. No matter how far Igo my heart remains with you."-Matchbox Romance

We'll have such a fabulous time
Almost imitate a normal life
You'll feel better when you cannot feel

If misery loves company
And you seem to sleep
So much more soundly
To the song of other people's
Failures...

We all lie so well

And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile…when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me…forget what you meant to me or forget how much I love you.But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us… I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what is was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hungit on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts

That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his litte sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of it's new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left the butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his siter got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his fahter never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how to end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three AM he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.

“We should all be so lucky to have someone who will never let usgo. The ultimate legacy is to leave behind someone who will love you forever.”-- Ally McBeal

“Every word you said was a lie
and I thought we were friends,
but you changed that in time.
You're too caught up in the trends
with your ego on the line.”- Unknown

Everyone says I should forget about him, that he doesn’t deserve me. I agree, he doesn’t deserve me, but I deserve him

you crush me
with the things you do..
i do for you anything too

I've said what I needed to say, I've done what I needed to do. Now whatever happens to us, I guess I'll leave up to you.

"You know I mean to tell you all the things I've been thinking deep inside, my friend...with each moment I love you more."

"Forgive you? Why? You hung me out to dry..."

This is the time to remember,
'Cause it will not last forever,
These are the days to hold onto,
'Cause we wont although we'll want to.
This is the time,
The time is gonna change,
I know we gotta move somehow,
But I don't want to lose you now.

Sometimes it's so easy to let a day slip on by
Without even seein' each other at all,
But this is the time you'll turn back to,
And so will I
And those will be days you can never recall.

And so we embrace again behind the dunes.
This beach is so cold on winter afternoons,
Ahh but holding you close
Is like holding the summer sun,
I'm worn from the memory of days to come...

This is the time,
But the time's about to change.
You've given me the best of you but now I need
The rest of you.

- - - was beautiful, inside and out. I guess God just thought she'd be more beautiful with wings.

NiKERS xOx: Niki Axford - 3801 North 50th Street - Phoenix, AZ 85018

sometimes we don't build walls to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

I hope you can finally realize everything that you had, and everything that you're losing. I hope these words fall into you conscience and break your heart. I hope this hurts you so much more then it's hurting me..

boys like you
are overrated.
so save your breath!

I'm waiting here with my hands
over my ears & my eyes closed
so when you speak those lies I
can't hear you or see your lips move

I see your face with every punch I take, and every bone I break, it's all for you. And my worst pains are words I cannot say, Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...

Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy , Come back to me...

Pouring over photographs. I'm living in your letters. Breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you & I can't be without that scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me.
~ Dashboard (Living in your letters)

You don't need my help anymore, It's all now to you, there ain't no before, Now that you're big enough to run your own show, You're just somebody that I used to know.
~ Elliot Smith (Somebody that I used to know)

you know what? i've come to the conclusion that there's nothing worse than being unloved..

if all my days go wrong..i'll think about last night..it went right..if you only knew..what i went through just to get to you..i'm hanging from you..and i'll hold on if you want me to..if you only knew..what i went through just to get to you..i'm swinging from you..and there's nothing i would rather do..

i know i'm a mess he doesn't want to clean up
i've got to fold.. these hands are too shaky to hold.
hunger hurts, but starving works
when it costs too much to love

It's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it.And-and I look at you, and I.. and I'm home. Please.. I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget. -finding nemo

"you're the name that i see written in the stars.. you're the face that i see in every cloud, oh i wish you could've been more like your memory, & kept hangin' around ..."

contrary to what the cynics say, distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they dont see it nearly enough

and i know you're under me, but i must confess what's in my head: to me you are the light from a lightbulb that breaks sometimes and the tender warmth insideis released into my life and it smothers me in flames that lick and scorch my face. as the smoke reaches the sky, know i'll burn for you tonight.

"if you feel this strong about the wrong person, how great of a feeling would it be to
be in love with the right one."

if i had a ticket to heaven
& you didnt have one too
i'd rip mine in half & go
to hell with you

"I'd do anything for you, give you the world if I could. Is that what you want me to do? These bridges and boundaries are bringing me closer to you."

"I don't have to live
With this heartache that you left me with
I could simply get you off my mind
If I wanted to
But then I'd leave behind
All the moments that were
yours and mine
And I don't think that's something
I could do
If I wanted to."
-Wade Hayes

it ain't easy bein strong, when i can't forget your gone.

A Promise is a Promise
That’s what they say
Welcome to Reality
They’re Broken Everyday

today was just one of thosedays where everything i did reminded me of you and every song i heardsomehow related to you i hate those days like today because the remindme of the one thing i dont have

I now compare all guys Ilike to you and you know what...They never measure up... Not evenclose... And the sad thing is that some are probably better than you...But I just can't see it

When a girl complains that a guy has no heart,it usually means he has hers

Dont say we arent right for each other. the way i see it is we arent right
for anyone else

"and i want him so bad. oh it kills. cause i know i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up" fiona apple

"You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
Maybe leaving came easy
But it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds, they say
And I should know
'cause it seems like forever
but I'm letting you go...

Will someone please call a surgeon who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart that you're deserting for better company? I can't accept that it's over.. I will block the door like a goalie tending the net in the 3rd quarter of a tied-game rivalry.

"What's Tommy without Chuckie? What's Steve without Blue? What's Spongebob without Patrick? It's me without you."

And I don’t feel right when you’ve gone away

good things never come to those who wait too long, because everything i've ever done i've done because i love you. silly you should ask. i'm afraid that i'll spend the better part of next year scared that i might need you.

Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears, rather, ones that just don't care.

It's funny how someone lives each and every
day of their life not knowing that they’re
existence is the reason you live.

i'm scared of walking out of this room and
never feeling the rest of my whole life the
way i feel when i'm with you

Every time I fall in love, I fall for
someone new. But I always seem to find
myself falling back to you.

I still believe that someday you and me will
find ourselves in love again

I loved you more than I ever thought I could love anybody. Maybe that was the problem. - 90210

Take your records, take you freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me

All I ever wanted was to make you happy. I can only do that by steppingaside.I just have one favor to ask of you... remember me.

no one can make me cry,
make me laugh,
make me smile,
or drive me mad,
like he does.
it's like a curse,
that is the cure,
better or worse,
one things for sure,
it's real love,
& i don't know what i'd do
if i lost it.

The trouble words of a troubled mind, I try to understand what is eating you.
I try to stay awake, but it’s 58 hours since that I last slept with you.
What are we coming to?
I just don’t know anymore

I know that sometimes I dont make much sence and that sometimes I might say things I dont mean but I have never missed someone so much and Ihave never completely lost myself in someones eyes before I met you.and now that I have, the only thing I want right now is to be with noone but you.

carve your name into my wrist so everyone will know who left me like this

somethings wrong with your mind
it wont think of me anymore
was it all a waste of time
tell me why was i such a chore

you must not have a heart..
have nothing in your chest.
you could ruin any mood
by saying what's on your mind.
if i'm reaching you
you're not letting it show.
and i can only take so fucking much..

Do you even care if I stay or leave
Oh, what's it gonna be
Out of this chair, or just across the room
Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts
But I just can't keep on giving
Go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say
Yeah I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far

I was holding on handing by a thread
Clinging to 3 words you said
But words are meaningless in your absence

hey baby- is that you?
wow your hair got so long,
yah, yah i love it i really do...

life throws you curves
But you learned to swerve
Me I swung and I missed
And the next thing ya know
I'm reminiscin' dreaming old dreams
Wishing on wishes
Like you would be back again

i wake up, and tear drops,
they fall down like rain,
i put on that old song we danced to and then,
i head off to my job,
guess not much has changed,
punch the clock, head for home,
check the phone, just in case,
go to bed, dream of you,
thats what im doing these days...

its you & me on monday
the lies that we told
this is where we both go numb now
you've broke my heart again this time,
you're fading now you've crossed the line
you've crossed the line
reaching out for a hand, its not here
but you're not here, you're not here
this is the way I would have done this
up against the wall, up against the wall

I never wanted us to fade out
Resting on a love that fell apart
Where are you, I need you
You still have my heart
Still have my heart

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is