"Maybe he should ask me face to face so I can kick his ass ( Read more... )

I hate how contrasting this week has been. How great I can feel on Monday, how utterly shit I feel Tuesday through Thursday, repeat amazing Friday-Saturday, and how horrible I felt Sunday.

UGH I hate this stupid shit, I want one week to remain either amazingly shitty or just plain amazing.

i should never get my hopes up like that.

Looking back at all of our memories... its like my feelings were discontinued and put in the back of a storage room for years..

Suddenly its all been delivered back to me; and all I can see is how happy and great we were when we were together. I would have given up everything for you.

And I almost did.

**emo broken heart here**

A lot of people have already brushed me off and said this was a "gay" idea... well thanks ( Read more... )

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Does anyone else experience a most frustrating roller coaster type life?

God is baiting me like geeks chasing a womans bra on a fishing pole.

( And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses )

Road test tomorrow!

gah!

SO I finally updated and renovated my new journal. Last chance, ask for it here or I wont add you.

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