i'm so tired of living at home.
living away from home for 8 months a year opens up so much possibilities that i don't think my parents understand.

there are no hassles for rides, no hassles for "omg where are you going/when will you be back/don't be late/etc", no having to listen to my parents complain about my flaws, my rights, my wrongs, my ( Read more... )

i hate when you do that.
i hate when you try to talk to me.
i hate that you're gone now and you still think you can have me.

i never talk to you. i don't want to talk to you. i'll see you online on msn and not care. i don't care what you're doing. i don't care where you're going or what girls you've fucked. 
i dont' care about you and i don't want to ( Read more... )

last night, i realized that i'm ready to settle down.
but i have no idea how to even make that happen anymore.

i'll be calm
like an organ
fading out
tired of beating
hurry up
keep it moving
am i alive?
am i still breathing?
worry not...

is it possible to fall for someone without actually meeting them?

. Aquazinc . says (12:01 AM):

u should major in boys

amber. 10 - 4 at souvenir palace, 6 - 10 skylon tower. third job potentially starts this weekend says (12:02 AM):

with a minor with fear of commitment and one night stands

concentrating on drunken dancefloor makeouts

yeah, i took on another job. a day camp counsellor position, working friday, saturday and sunday evenings, 6:45 - 10pm.
i'm going to work it out with the other two jobs so i can do all three.

okay, the places i applied to can stop calling me back now.

i now work two jobs.

souvenir palace and showtime pictures at the skylon tower.

goodbye summer, it was nice seeing you for awhile. i suppose we had a good run.

i want to slap RAC.

this weekend was supposed to be a bonding experience. although it kind of was, i didn't enjoy it for the most part. why? because i remembered why i don't hang out with girls.

let's face it, i'm a guy's girl. i prefer the company of boys rather than girls as friends because generally, boys aren't drama queens, boys aren't stupid ( Read more... )

i received a call this afternoon from the souvenir palace, which i applied to last night for a sales clerk position.
i went in for the interview and was hired on the spot. i start on wednesday.

i also received a call today from mark's work wearhouse.. but i did not apply there at all. how they obtained my resume is a mystery. i'm waiting to hear back ( Read more... )

my dreams are playing me like a fool.

in my dream, i'm laying in bed half asleep and i hear the phone ring. in life, i've been getting excited and nervous every time the phone rings because it could always be a potential employer. so in my half asleep state, i'm sort of really not caring who's on the phone.

then i hear my mom come down the stairs ( Read more... )