5:33am... considering going to sleep Just about everyone is in a different place than they used to be and its kinda weird sometimes... I haven't been leaving my house lately because it doesn't feel like there is any place for me to go anymore... People shifted around... I didn't expect most of it...
I forgot that I haven't been leaving my messenger apps on 24/7 like I used to... It never occurred to me that someone might msg me... Its been a long time since that happened.
The space and time we are in right now doesn't make me comfortable... I feel like I'm trapped in this place. No real way to find a way out of it...
Life is life, I keep dreaming digital dreams and praying to silicon gods. Maybe some day... I'll figure out that whole 'human' thing, and be comfortable outside of this artificial reality - but... I don't see that coming any day soon.
6 a.m. Christmas morning. no shadows, no reflections here. sorry that's all that popped in my head when you said 5:33 am. if you couldn't tell i'm all into manson's new album. took me long enough. i just couldn't bring myself to listen to it (for personal reasons). but i was watching interviews and he is talking about how it is his most meaningful album and i couldn't resist. so now.. what.. a year.. later here i am, listening to it. ANYWAYS. i know what you mean about the people shifting. well, maybe not specifically, if you are being specific, but in general.. it's all over the map. maybe you will start feeling better as it gets warmer.. i find as it gets warmer i am a happier person and didn't even realize winter was affecting me. still a night vulture? i thrive at night.. as in that is when i am most creative and happy, generally speaking. unfortunately the rest of the world doesn't really operate on those hours.
hey.. do you remember doing a myspace layout for me years and years ago.. the one with the blinky stars or whatever.. do you still have that by chance? i miss it. it is irreplaceable and i never like any other layout.
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Just about everyone is in a different place than they used to be and its kinda weird sometimes... I haven't been leaving my house lately because it doesn't feel like there is any place for me to go anymore... People shifted around... I didn't expect most of it...
I forgot that I haven't been leaving my messenger apps on 24/7 like I used to... It never occurred to me that someone might msg me... Its been a long time since that happened.
The space and time we are in right now doesn't make me comfortable... I feel like I'm trapped in this place. No real way to find a way out of it...
Life is life, I keep dreaming digital dreams and praying to silicon gods.
Maybe some day... I'll figure out that whole 'human' thing, and be comfortable outside of this artificial reality - but... I don't see that coming any day soon.
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sorry that's all that popped in my head when you said 5:33 am.
if you couldn't tell i'm all into manson's new album.
took me long enough.
i just couldn't bring myself to listen to it (for personal reasons).
but i was watching interviews and he is talking about how it is his most meaningful album and i couldn't resist.
so now.. what.. a year.. later here i am, listening to it.
ANYWAYS.
i know what you mean about the people shifting.
well, maybe not specifically, if you are being specific, but in general.. it's all over the map.
maybe you will start feeling better as it gets warmer..
i find as it gets warmer i am a happier person and didn't even realize winter was affecting me.
still a night vulture?
i thrive at night.. as in that is when i am most creative and happy, generally speaking.
unfortunately the rest of the world doesn't really operate on those hours.
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do you still have that by chance? i miss it. it is irreplaceable and i never like any other layout.
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