ok definitly not enjoying the new look of LJ looks to much like Myspace, oh fancy that they use the same web design ( Read more... )

god here goes another emo post lol ( Read more... )

so this ( Read more... )

well im here, which is more then what more people can say ( Read more... )

, so your right, i do get close to people, so sue me.

so im updating becuase, well, i dont know why. i guess i have nothing to do. so. ha.
but yea, lifes pretty weird right now, i find myself hanging with people, that erm.. never thought i would really.  i mean their great people, just never thought id hang with them. Dani for one i wish wasnt moving, i mean we just started hanging out makes me sad... ( Read more... )

am i his son? or a friend? gah whatever hell miss me when im gone to college, and he realizes the time he missed when he was just fucking his new wife!!!!!!!!!! ugh, i kno that sounds wrong but damn its like all he cares about is her world. im just dont with the two facing. when hes not around her hes cool, easy going, like it used to be. but damn ( Read more... )

when you find yourself
in some far off place
and it causes you
to rethink somethings
you start to sense
that your slowly
becoming someone else
and then you find yourself.

when you make new friends,
in a brand new town,
and you start to think,
about settlin down,
the things that would have been lost on you
are now clear as a bell,
and you find yourself,
thats when ( Read more... )

ok so i just got back....wow... amazing. im going to have my life up there, even if i jsut go to sante fe, thats where i want it to be. paige was amazing and i met a few amazing people. actually i think i indeed made a good friend. the train ride was sooo boring but thats kool because it was all worth it being around paige. gosh. another thing that ( Read more... )

so things are good still. i have a bone to pick with andrew when i get back. i want to beat the shit out of him right now, i cant believe he sold me out. its not right. not for her. he shouldnt have sold me out for anyone much less analisa the only person that i can say i seriously hate in this world. all i can figure is that she gives it up to him ( Read more... )