Comments | icarus_exits: Comment Secret, Round #2

icarus_exits

Comment Secret, Round #2

Feb 07, 2007 08:23

SO I fixed it! You can now post your secrets anonymously...since I had forgotten I had that disabled...

SO DO IT! CONFESS YOUR SELVES AWAY!

Sorry for the mistake.

Comments 8

anonymous February 7 2007, 22:59:40 UTC

I worry sometimes I'm making the wrong decision.
Of course, all signs except for the worry point to thatimnot.

anonymous February 8 2007, 04:27:06 UTC

As much as I like to think of the past as just that -- THE PAST. It always has a way of rearing it's ugly head. As much as I wish I could just say, "Fuck that, it's over with," I just can't. I hate to admit it, but it defines me in every way. It comes up in every decision I make, every interpersonal interaction, everything. I'd love to be one of those people who completely overcomes everything that they've gone through and becomes a better person because of it, I can't. I'm not. It's broken me beyond repair.

anonymous February 9 2007, 03:36:04 UTC

I will never ever ever forgive myself for all of the things I have done. All that I left behind. All that I gave up on. I wll never forgive myself.

Never.

anonymous February 9 2007, 04:58:18 UTC

Is it really all for the best? Sometimes I feel like I'm fucking everything up, like the decisions that I act so sure of are really shit, like there really isn't anything out there making sure that what's meant to be actually plays out correctly. I worry sometimes that some things were meant to be, but that I was too busy or just too stupid to notice. There's supposed to be somebody taking care of me. Where is she?

anonymous February 10 2007, 14:41:10 UTC

If I knew you, if I were near you, if you would allow me, I would take care of you. That I promise.

anonymous February 10 2007, 14:37:40 UTC

I want to be the peson who is better and stronger than the worst thing that has ever happened to me. But I can't be. I'm not strong enough to be. The worst things that have happened to me have crippled me beyond repair. She's never coming back and they will never love me. What they did to me will never go away, and I will never get past it. I also am broken beyond repair.