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All finished fics are at my AO3, and in-progress ones are posted here. I don't post to communities regularly because that takes work, so feel free to add me so you see updates! I'll add you back, because you're awesome.
(All random entries and original stories are friends-locked)
(All links go to Archiveofourown!)
Original
A Ruinous Gravitation - Aaron/Ryan
Aaron and Ryan are a pair on and off the ice, and Aaron doesn't know why they fit together like that, but he has to figure it out before Ryan does because whatever the reason is, it can't be good.
Your Number On My Back, My Name On Your Lips - Aaron/Ryan
Ryan doesn't come to the Werewolves' playoff game.
New Message - Aaron/Ryan
Five ways Aaron could have texted Ryan and one way he did.
Something Secondary - Aaron/Ryan
Aaron is chosen to be an all-star, and Ryan is not.
How To Score At Centre Ice - Aaron/Ryan
Ryan scores the winning goal in their first playoff game, and gets a little swept up in celebrating.
Impossibility - Aaron/Ryan
Two of their teammates remind Ryan of himself and Aaron,and maybe he should warn them.
The All-Star Game - Aaron/Ryan
Aaron missed the all-star game.
Leaving- Aaron/Ryan
Aaron left to study in France, and Ryan's left behind in Vancouver
Absolution - Ryan/Xavier
The way Ryan loves Xavier cannot be the sin Xavier believes it is.
The Last Star In The Sky - Daniel/Ava
Being with Ava is to live something so beautiful, it's like catching a glimpse of another dimension.
Vancouver Canucks
Never To Break You - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa, Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Kevin Bieksa was looking forward to AHL player Maxim Lapierre joining the Canucks. And then Lapierre disappeared. (Hooker!fic)
Take you Away - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Maxim Lapierre
Ryan is in love with Alex, mirrored by the way Kevin loves Maxim, and it's bad, so bad, to be able to see all the terrible places they could go.
Once And Again - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Kevin has a plan. Ryan and Alex just don't know it.
Elaborate Interrogation Techniques - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Ryan convinces Alex to hike up Grouse Mountain with him, at six-thirty in the morning.
Le Jour d'Aprés Valentin - Ryan Kesler/ Alexandre Burrows, Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Ryan hates Valentine's Day as much as he hates Alex's boyfriends, which is to say, more than anything.
Te Célébrer, Chaque Jour - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
His first year on the team, Alex wishes Ryan happy birthday... thirty-one times.
Tout Feu, Tout Flamme - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Alex fears that the Cup isn't the only thing he's lost after game seven.
Les Diamants Canadiens - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
After losing the Cup, Alex is gone, but Ryan won't let him go
Absolution - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
The way Ryan loves Alex cannot be the sin Alex believes it is.
The Way We Always Were - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Ryan and Alex are sleeping together, nothing more, but it's just waiting to become something else.
This Is Waiting - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
One night, everything changes, in almost the right way. (Prequel to The Way We Always Were)
Pour Toi - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Alex has been working on his anniversary gift to Ryan for four months.
Inexplicable Designs - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Ryan and Alex are in a hot tub, and Alex's freckles look like vampire bites. Ryan decides to see if his teeth match up with the marks, and it makes Alex forget how to breathe.
Luckiest Among The Unlucky - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
On the trade deadline day, neither Alex nor Ryan was traded, but they could have been.
Gambles - Cory Schneider/Roberto Luongo
On the day of the trade deadline, Cory is terrified, and Roberto is silent.
What The Lyrics Mean - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Alex hears "How the West was One" for the first time, and doesn't like the lyrics.
Days Like This - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim's birthday doesn't go exactly as planned.
Like Home - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
It's Maxim's birthday, but all he feels is homesick.
The Entire World - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim talks to Mason after the birth of Mason's son.
Wanted and Needed - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
When Alex is suddenly de-aged into a two-year-old, Ryan feels useless.
Quiet Tragedies - David Booth/Cody Hodgson
David's entire world is ruined when Cody is traded.
The Entire World - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim talks to Mason after the birth of Mason's son.
Little Hidden Things - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
When Ryan is de-aged into a two-year-old, he spends the entire time hating Maxim and worrying about Alex leaving.
Together In The Dark - Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Maxim is de-aged into a three-year-old, and the only person he wants is Kevin.
As Long As You're There - Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Kevin gets de-aged into a fearless toddler right when Maxim's finally about to tell him, and Maxim doesn't know what to do.
Belonging Here - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Alex gets a puppy, and Ryan adores her, loves Alex, hates it every time he has to leave Alex's house.
Telling The Truth - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Kevin's been lying to Maxim about going on dates with girls. (Companion fic to Belonging Here)
Completion - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim fell in love with a teammate.
To The East Coast, For You - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Ryan is in love with Alex.
What It'd Be Like - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Both Maxim and Kevin are de-aged, and Ryan and Alex have to take care of them.
Chicago Blackhawks
KazerKiss - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Jonny and Patrick kiss for charity, and as 20,000 people and countless more watch, everything changes.
This Silent Language - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent decides not to tell Duncan, but Duncan finds out anyways.
Keeping Balanced- Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews, Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Patrick doesn't want to be in love with Jonathan, so he devises a four-step plan to stop it.
Things That Don't Exist - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith, Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Everything is falling apart, and the one person Brent needs most is the one he can't tell.
This Kaleidoscope Of Us -Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith - part of the Things That Don't Exist verse
Five snapshots of vacations; some things are happy, some are sad, some are incomprehensibly beautiful.
Tell Me Everything You've Kept Hidden - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith - part of the Kiss It Better collection
Brent gets sick, and Duncan takes care of him.
Ask For Everything You've Always Wanted - Jonathan Toews/Patrick Kane - part of the Kiss It Better collection
Patrick gets sick, and Jonathan takes care of him.
Romantic Plotting - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent has a plan for Valentine's day.
Badly Kept Secrets - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Two times Brent tried to keep something from Duncan, and one time Duncan tried to keep something from Brent (to absolutely no success).
To Hold On - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Duncan's wedding day is one of the hardest days of Brent's life.
They'll Write Stories About Us (And Already Do) - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent finds some interesting reading material
A Language Just for Us - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Duncan finds some very thought-provoking reading material.
If I Loved You - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent sees Duncan's appearance on the "if you can play, you can play" commercial.
Seven Problems - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Duncan has two problems. Then three. Then four.
Written Proof - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Something on Duncan's website upsets Brent.
We'll Drown Together - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Patrick isn't in denial.
Without You, For You - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
When Jonny is out because of his concussion, Patrick tries to step up his game.
From Loss- Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
The Blackhawks lose the series, and Patrick's world falls apart when Jonny does.
Every Time - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Patrick keeps trying to tell Jonny he loves him. Jonny keeps kissing him. No one understands anything.
Tampa Bay Lightning
Everything Unattainable- Victor Hedman/Mattias Ohlund
October comes and goes, and Mattias still isn't better.
Philadelphia Flyers
Raison d'Être - Claude Giroux/Daniel Briere
Claude is leaving Danny's house, but it can't be described in English.
All finished fics are at my AO3, and in-progress ones are posted here. I don't post to communities regularly because that takes work, so feel free to add me so you see updates! I'll add you back, because you're awesome.
(All random entries and original stories are friends-locked)
(All links go to Archiveofourown!)
Original
A Ruinous Gravitation - Aaron/Ryan
Aaron and Ryan are a pair on and off the ice, and Aaron doesn't know why they fit together like that, but he has to figure it out before Ryan does because whatever the reason is, it can't be good.
Your Number On My Back, My Name On Your Lips - Aaron/Ryan
Ryan doesn't come to the Werewolves' playoff game.
New Message - Aaron/Ryan
Five ways Aaron could have texted Ryan and one way he did.
Something Secondary - Aaron/Ryan
Aaron is chosen to be an all-star, and Ryan is not.
How To Score At Centre Ice - Aaron/Ryan
Ryan scores the winning goal in their first playoff game, and gets a little swept up in celebrating.
Impossibility - Aaron/Ryan
Two of their teammates remind Ryan of himself and Aaron,and maybe he should warn them.
The All-Star Game - Aaron/Ryan
Aaron missed the all-star game.
Leaving- Aaron/Ryan
Aaron left to study in France, and Ryan's left behind in Vancouver
Absolution - Ryan/Xavier
The way Ryan loves Xavier cannot be the sin Xavier believes it is.
The Last Star In The Sky - Daniel/Ava
Being with Ava is to live something so beautiful, it's like catching a glimpse of another dimension.
Vancouver Canucks
Never To Break You - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa, Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Kevin Bieksa was looking forward to AHL player Maxim Lapierre joining the Canucks. And then Lapierre disappeared. (Hooker!fic)
Take you Away - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Maxim Lapierre
Ryan is in love with Alex, mirrored by the way Kevin loves Maxim, and it's bad, so bad, to be able to see all the terrible places they could go.
Once And Again - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Kevin has a plan. Ryan and Alex just don't know it.
Elaborate Interrogation Techniques - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Ryan convinces Alex to hike up Grouse Mountain with him, at six-thirty in the morning.
Le Jour d'Aprés Valentin - Ryan Kesler/ Alexandre Burrows, Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Ryan hates Valentine's Day as much as he hates Alex's boyfriends, which is to say, more than anything.
Te Célébrer, Chaque Jour - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
His first year on the team, Alex wishes Ryan happy birthday... thirty-one times.
Tout Feu, Tout Flamme - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Alex fears that the Cup isn't the only thing he's lost after game seven.
Les Diamants Canadiens - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
After losing the Cup, Alex is gone, but Ryan won't let him go
Absolution - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
The way Ryan loves Alex cannot be the sin Alex believes it is.
The Way We Always Were - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Ryan and Alex are sleeping together, nothing more, but it's just waiting to become something else.
This Is Waiting - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
One night, everything changes, in almost the right way. (Prequel to The Way We Always Were)
Pour Toi - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Alex has been working on his anniversary gift to Ryan for four months.
Inexplicable Designs - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Ryan and Alex are in a hot tub, and Alex's freckles look like vampire bites. Ryan decides to see if his teeth match up with the marks, and it makes Alex forget how to breathe.
Luckiest Among The Unlucky - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
On the trade deadline day, neither Alex nor Ryan was traded, but they could have been.
Gambles - Cory Schneider/Roberto Luongo
On the day of the trade deadline, Cory is terrified, and Roberto is silent.
What The Lyrics Mean - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Alex hears "How the West was One" for the first time, and doesn't like the lyrics.
Days Like This - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim's birthday doesn't go exactly as planned.
Like Home - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
It's Maxim's birthday, but all he feels is homesick.
The Entire World - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim talks to Mason after the birth of Mason's son.
Wanted and Needed - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
When Alex is suddenly de-aged into a two-year-old, Ryan feels useless.
Quiet Tragedies - David Booth/Cody Hodgson
David's entire world is ruined when Cody is traded.
The Entire World - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim talks to Mason after the birth of Mason's son.
Little Hidden Things - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
When Ryan is de-aged into a two-year-old, he spends the entire time hating Maxim and worrying about Alex leaving.
Together In The Dark - Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Maxim is de-aged into a three-year-old, and the only person he wants is Kevin.
As Long As You're There - Kevin Bieksa/Maxim Lapierre
Kevin gets de-aged into a fearless toddler right when Maxim's finally about to tell him, and Maxim doesn't know what to do.
Belonging Here - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Alex gets a puppy, and Ryan adores her, loves Alex, hates it every time he has to leave Alex's house.
Telling The Truth - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Kevin's been lying to Maxim about going on dates with girls. (Companion fic to Belonging Here)
Completion - Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Maxim fell in love with a teammate.
To The East Coast, For You - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows
Ryan is in love with Alex.
What It'd Be Like - Ryan Kesler/Alexandre Burrows, Maxim Lapierre/Kevin Bieksa
Both Maxim and Kevin are de-aged, and Ryan and Alex have to take care of them.
Chicago Blackhawks
KazerKiss - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Jonny and Patrick kiss for charity, and as 20,000 people and countless more watch, everything changes.
This Silent Language - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent decides not to tell Duncan, but Duncan finds out anyways.
Keeping Balanced- Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews, Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Patrick doesn't want to be in love with Jonathan, so he devises a four-step plan to stop it.
Things That Don't Exist - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith, Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Everything is falling apart, and the one person Brent needs most is the one he can't tell.
This Kaleidoscope Of Us -Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith - part of the Things That Don't Exist verse
Five snapshots of vacations; some things are happy, some are sad, some are incomprehensibly beautiful.
Tell Me Everything You've Kept Hidden - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith - part of the Kiss It Better collection
Brent gets sick, and Duncan takes care of him.
Ask For Everything You've Always Wanted - Jonathan Toews/Patrick Kane - part of the Kiss It Better collection
Patrick gets sick, and Jonathan takes care of him.
Romantic Plotting - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent has a plan for Valentine's day.
Badly Kept Secrets - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Two times Brent tried to keep something from Duncan, and one time Duncan tried to keep something from Brent (to absolutely no success).
To Hold On - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Duncan's wedding day is one of the hardest days of Brent's life.
They'll Write Stories About Us (And Already Do) - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent finds some interesting reading material
A Language Just for Us - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Duncan finds some very thought-provoking reading material.
If I Loved You - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Brent sees Duncan's appearance on the "if you can play, you can play" commercial.
Seven Problems - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Duncan has two problems. Then three. Then four.
Written Proof - Brent Seabrook/Duncan Keith
Something on Duncan's website upsets Brent.
We'll Drown Together - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Patrick isn't in denial.
Without You, For You - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
When Jonny is out because of his concussion, Patrick tries to step up his game.
From Loss- Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
The Blackhawks lose the series, and Patrick's world falls apart when Jonny does.
Every Time - Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews
Patrick keeps trying to tell Jonny he loves him. Jonny keeps kissing him. No one understands anything.
Tampa Bay Lightning
Everything Unattainable- Victor Hedman/Mattias Ohlund
October comes and goes, and Mattias still isn't better.
Philadelphia Flyers
Raison d'Être - Claude Giroux/Daniel Briere
Claude is leaving Danny's house, but it can't be described in English.