I second that... why are you being so mean to the boys??:( Makes me sad.
He just wants Maxim to change his mind, say stay, say fix everything for me, anything, he just doesn’t want Maxim to say he has to leave.
Kevin goes back home, finds that it’s suddenly a lot harder to sleep without Maxim. This makes me sad (poor Kevin)!
And you're breaking Alex... waaaaahhhhh!
“Okay,” Ryan says, sounds almost confused by this, like he can’t figure out why Alex doesn’t want to do what they always do. It’s - it’s not what they always do, though, it’s so close to what Alex wants that it makes him painfully sure Ryan is it for him, the only one he wants. Ryan reaches over and takes his hand, squeezes gently, and Alex has to look away so Ryan can’t see tears fill his eyes, but still holds on tight. He wants things that aren’t his, and that’s why he always ends up here, so close he knows what it would feel like, knows he needs Ryan, always, always will.
I need happiness please - just a tiny bit :) <33
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Makes me sad.
He just wants Maxim to change his mind, say stay, say fix everything for me, anything, he just doesn’t want Maxim to say he has to leave.
Kevin goes back home, finds that it’s suddenly a lot harder to sleep without Maxim. This makes me sad (poor Kevin)!
And you're breaking Alex... waaaaahhhhh!
“Okay,” Ryan says, sounds almost confused by this, like he can’t figure out why Alex doesn’t want to do what they always do. It’s - it’s not what they always do, though, it’s so close to what Alex wants that it makes him painfully sure Ryan is it for him, the only one he wants. Ryan reaches over and takes his hand, squeezes gently, and Alex has to look away so Ryan can’t see tears fill his eyes, but still holds on tight. He wants things that aren’t his, and that’s why he always ends up here, so close he knows what it would feel like, knows he needs Ryan, always, always will.
I need happiness please - just a tiny bit :) <33 ( ... )
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and broken alexxxxxxxx :)
I'm so gladdd <3
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Poor broken Alex! I'll take him and fix him :)
<33
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