What else can I do?

Just get over it Ashley.

You are still everything I've ever wanted.

And I don't care if you don't love me
And I don't care if you don't change
And I could live inside the shadow that I cast for you
If it meant that you would stay
And I'll be home before the morning comes,
You won't have to be alone

So it's a few days after Christmas and all I've been doing is sleeping because my wonderful boyfriend decided to bring me back some bug he picked up in England. Of course he also picked me up some nice souvenirs so I suppose I can't complain that much. Plus, he got me Jack's Mannequin tickets for Christmas and I'm really excited. I hope they ( Read more... )

I need some new excitement in my life. I'm not sure what yet, but I know that something needs to change soon so these months don't keep dragging by so slowly. Maybe I just need to get involved with something different. Maybe I need to figure out what I'll be doing this summer. Maybe I need to figure out what I'm doing now. It's hard because I ( Read more... )

I can't believe I didn't write in this all summer. I guess it's because summer was pretty uneventful for me. Not that I'm complaining since I've had enough eventful summers for a while, but it seemed to just float along. I think that's why it was so hard for my friend Ashley (not me) and I was never around to be there for her. Summer camp kept ( Read more... )

You'll always be the same person underneath. The jerk you were is the jerk you are so don't pretend to be someone new after one day. It'll take years for you to recover ( Read more... )

I passed my level tonight, which means I get to stay at Crane. It's a huge relief since I had been so stressed out about it these past few weeks. Now Pete and I are going to drink in celebration. Where have I gone?

So my friends and I were having a heated debate about whether people are born good or bad or however and I've decided that people are born selfish. People do things for themselves and even when you are doing things for people you care about it's only because you want them to care about you too. Pete says this view is cynical of me, but I don't ( Read more... )

It's Christmas and I'm home for a few weeks. This semester was amazing and crazy and I think I really learned a lot about a lot of things. I'm working at Hollister during the break and having loads of fun with my friends. Some awkward moments too, but I'm promising myself that I will work on that with them. I have a boyfriend named Pete who I ( Read more... )

It's always raining here in Potsdam. Always. My family is coming up to visit me today since my birthday is Monday. I'm pretty pumped and everything has been going fairly well. The opera is coming up so things are hectic and crazy. There's this tree outside my dorm that is absolutely perfect especially in this fall weather.

I love October.