just got back from seeing the list. i didn't make it. but thats cool, it was hard competition this year. we only had 5 girls make it! (Carly, Rachel, Kristin S., Hannah W. and Mal) and all the guys that tried made it. yup. so thats my story.

Chris and i are gunna go see a movie late late tonight, and until then i'm just gunna chill. yup, thats my

we find out the results for swing choir today. i wasn't recalled, which scares the crap outa me. it eather means i did really really well, and i'm already in, or i sucked, and it wasn't even worth there time to recall me. i can already guess that i didn't make it, cuz they recalled carly, who is an amazing dancer, and Rachel, who can sing like no ( Read more... )

Corp. (the better swing choir) tryouts!! for the last week a whole lot of us have been working really really hard at the dance, and i almost have it, but my singing really really sucks. i know i'm not gunna make Corp., cuz theres only 8 spots open, but i hope i have Express, which is like... the JV choir. if i dont make that i'll be on Corps set ( Read more... )

this is probably the worst week of my life. i have gotten more people annoyed with me, and gotten in more fights just this week, than i probably have in my entire life. i've barly been able to drag myself through this. i really dont know what to do. i'm not like, all suicidal anymore, no, thats the chickens way outa life. but i'm really having a ( Read more... )

What the flippin heck is wrong with me? am i really that awful of a person? i can read it in peoples eyes. i'm going to crawl into my little hole now, and hide from the world that dispises me, only to sink into my dream world, which is full of hidden evils....

wow, i was out of it yesterday, when i posted that. to get the facts strait, i've liked him for 3 years, and we only went out 12 days. This morning i'm completely fine, surprisingly. I'm a little upset that he added that he never liked me, cuz that means that what we did over the 12 days meant nothing to him. thats what makes me mad. i'm not angry ( Read more... )

that bastard. broke up with me in an E-MAIL, and it turns out he never liked me in the first place! i'm in hell. but you know, the funny part is, i'm not as broken up about it as i thought i would be. i've liked the kid 2 years, and ya know, i think i finally stopped likein him right when we started going out. so i'm fine.... almost. but i want to ( Read more... )

there was the guys home track meet. i was pissed, cuz rick and were supposed to get alot of time together at this but he wouldn't even look at me (i think the guys were gunna have to run ladders if they were caught talking to the girls, so its ok.....i guess)yeah, and i was getting so mad at 6 i finally just up and left. *Sigh* screw it. were ( Read more... )

and here i am again. why am i never asleep in my little bed at this time? cuz i'm crazy, thats why ( Read more... )

well, lemme start by saying that the movie wasn't so bad. we went to see envy, which wasn't as funny as i thought, but thats fine, cuz the company was awesome. jen and i got there just a second after rick and jackson, so they were easy to find, but we couldn't find everyone else, so we just went in, to save them seats. well, they never found us. ( Read more... )