Goodbye Journal

[iceblustarz4u]

Life is a journey. I don't know what to expect next. What I do know is that I have a lot of wonderful memories. I went from nothing to everything. In my life I have given my all for everything I have ever done. I've seen things that I never thought I'd see. I can recall the first time I ever looked out my window in my office on the 31st floor

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[dcs8trgurl]

I passed by where you once were here, and it made me think of how harsh and cruel I must have been. I really wish you wouldn't have gone away. I know your probably better off not being here, but I do wish you were here. Time has flown by so fast, and sometimes I just wonder what I could have done to make things different. I am sorry to you for how rude I may have been. Melissa had a lot of waking up to do and a whole lot of realizations that she needed to take care of, and now that I have done that I want you to know how sorry I am. I miss you. I know this probably doesn't make things easier or any better, but Tabitha...I do love you. I think of you often, and I cannot stop kicking myself for being such an ass.

Please call me. 503-805-5848 anytime. leave me a number or a message of where I can reach you. I work and go to school a lot, so thats my excuse if I do not answer.

I hope life is well on your end, and just know you are always in my heart.

---Melissa

[iceblustarz4u]

Life goes the way it goes sometimes because God plans it that way. I am not bitter but glad that you see that I wasn't all in the wrong. We will always be two different people but to have you as a friend for a lifetime would be awesome. I don't judge, if you don't judge. Really in this life, what is fair or right? We all learn things at different times. Right on for seeing something you had yet to discover, this makes you a little more whole each time. I'm glad you wrote to me and hope you're doing well. Hope to hear from you soon.

Your friend,
Tabatha