wow.....today was the saddest day ever.....ppl were crying and everone was soooo quite...then i found out Mr. Hansen was dead......and now as i type this i'm crying sooo hard.....this is soo crazy....tomorrow is going to be sooo hard.

wow....longgggg time since i updated this shit.....a lot has happend. I got high and slept for 9 hrs.....i almost last a friend and i made some one cry....i'm still in love with this girl...i almost was give a drug test....but i didn;t, it was just to try to scary me into telling my mom i was smokeing it. Also one of my friends hits 18 in 12days ( Read more... )

so fri. i hung kirsten,max,megg,and john....then me and max slept to johns moms......i had like 5 shots of vodka.....so i was a little wasted....then we jamed that morning. I rented garden state last night....wow...it's a good one. ok thats it for now...i just wanted to update

so tonight i hung with max and some ppl....we saw the Boogyman....it was nothing like it seemd like to was going to be....MAX was fucking jumping like like a bitch...lol. Then, we went to mikes house and chilled and watched ATHF....omg we laughed us asses off. Then i beat the shit out of max and now k think he has a bruse on his hip where i hit ( Read more... )

so....last night i went to a concert....and omg....i rocked out, and max was there and this kids chest has like a hole in it where is heart is.....WEIRD. I also hung with BALLZ....omg....i had the best time with her...she so fucking cool. There was this one band call Mondays Over...they were good. ummmmm.....i can't think of to much right now ( Read more... )

i stayed home today......casue i felt like total shit....i all most broke a friendshitp up last night not meaning to......lifes reallly starting to suck...and i wonder if i should kill myself.......and would anyone be effected if i did. I'm soo bored and i really need a ceg. I really wanna have someone hang with me, casue i have no friends up ( Read more... )

ok......so this week is going good so far. I have to say last like made me all most wanna die.....but i'm happy that i have friends that saved me...and hung with me last weekend. I'm ungrouned now....YAY. I also set a record for me......I DIDN'T MASTERBATE FOR 2 WEEKS......it was hard but i set a personel goal. I'm still waiting on my perfect ( Read more... )

ok.....today i have come to a point......2 times i have been lied , this week...............i have had a bad week so far...it's werid how things, can get around so quick.....and how u have a friend one moment and the next day things go all wrong. Life is a hell hole......ppl, can bold face lie to u....and tell u one thing but they tell things ( Read more... )

ok....i haven't told u guys anything lately......welll this girl likes me and she borke up with her bf for me....so yea..........i just took exams, THEY SUCKED....i'm waiting on someone to break up with there bf....casue this girl is my perfect girl.....they one i have been looking for, for sooo long. I hate live and most of the ppl in it.....i'm ( Read more... )

ok....so i haven't updated ina loong time.....i'm grouned right now...for calling my mom a bitch and bitching at her about a stupid coat. It's so cold up here it's -4.....DAMN....cold. I'm talking to some chick right now in my life...and i hope it works out. I'm still sick and i'm passing some of my classes...FUCK SCHOOL. I'm out u freaks