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Ugg..So last night my parents came up and I tried to tell them why I want to take a semester off. I didn’t really win that battle mostly because I am a financial investment to them or something. I'm not going to have any "financial investments" because of this. Anyways I guess I'm dropping a class so I'm down to 12 credits. I'm pretty sure this semester is going to be worthless anyhow. I told the lab manager where I work that I would need to cut some of my hours. I hate feeling so irresponsible. I think the responsible thing would be to take some time off and make money and figure out what the hell I'm doing. This is all just total bullshit. I alternate where I buy cigarettes now because I'm embarrassed and up to 1/2 a pack a day. I really just want to drop out. I'm pretty happy that I got to keep my rat room at the Animal Resource Center though. Rats are surprisingly nice. Whatever. I don't care.