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[icedemon87]

i am so hideous fat disgusting detached lonely very sad. had a bad, bad night last night. actually wanted to die. was lying on my floor, listening to U2 where the streets have no name because it's beautiful and I want that played at my funeral. i just started crying for no reason and i couldn't stop and my chest was aching and my head hurt. i never

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[x_sunday_girl_x]

oh fucking hell ange.. shit, i feel so bad. i'm sorry i missed your text last night, i fell asleep and slept through it.

i wish i hadn't been busy on saturday night either, cos then i could've taken you out and shown you the sights in london, instead of spending it playing chess with 11 year olds while you sat on the roof of a youth hostel, wondering whether to jump.

i wish there were something i could do or say to take all this shite away, but there really isn't. all i can do is try and convince you that it will go away. it may not feel like it, it may feel like those pills were your only way out, but things can and will get better.

i'm so relieved to see this post, cos i've spent all day sitting and thinking that maybe.. yeh. you get the picture.

*hugs* please please take care, ok? and text me if you need me. i know i sound like a hypocrite cos i didn't get there in time last night, but my phone is actually always on and i don't usually sleep through it.

love E xxx

[fluffy_rockstar]

ok i dont know what its like to live your life, so i wont say i understand cos no-one fully understand stuff like that, but blah i know what its like to wanna die and sleeep forever and ever.

ive tried to OD several times. blah obviously i aint been successful and the pains afterwards are yucky. so i hope u feel better soon hun.

also hun please get to ur doctors and get them to do something to help you. please hun.

[halfcockedboy]

is she okay? I know I'm just a concerned observer and all but I'm worried. Anyone know whats happened?

[glass_vein]

I miss you